Not a FAT girl forever

The time has now come to DO IT!

Wondering May 5, 2013

Filed under: Getting Motivated again, normal day to day — tryingbeauty @ 5:33 am

I have done well this week….not 100%, but I did well….I have picked up weight for my week of not caring 2 weeks ago, but yet again….im getting on…surely all this falling off and getting back on the wagon must contribute to some weight loss??? ¬†( I WISH)

I am starting to wonder if my need to loose weight is big enough…I mean I look at everything that everyone else is doing….and what I am doing just does not compare….and I know none of us are in a competition with each other, but I do find myself comparing my efforts with some of the members here…

So then I got to thinking to myself “why is it that I am SO motivated when I am not able to workout, BUT when I am able to then its like im half dead?” ¬†Does anyone have advice for me…..I do know I must “JUST DO IT”…… But instead I find myself infront of the TV watching Gordon Ramsey and Jamie flaunting their culinary skills….. And when I am at work I am motivated beyond believe, but after an hours traffic and swearing at the idiots who drive on the roads I am pooped and I dont even want to cook…I would rather just veg infront of the tv, take a bath and be in bed by 9pm…

I hope everyone had an awesome weekend!!!

 

2 Responses to “Wondering”

  1. kisskiss Says:

    Weight loss is hard. We give up, we stop losing, we start losing, we start exercising, we stop exercising. it’s a cycle, and the only thing is to KEEP trying. Some weeks I’m completely on plan, I’m exercising, I feel great. Then other weeks I feel like, that’s it, I’m done. Tv and food and let me be. But, I keep getting back on plan, and that’s all that matters. Go at your own pace, it’s not a race or competition. I know posters who have lost what I have in like 9 months! But it’s okay. I’m sending you a virtual hug :)

  2. tryingbeauty Says:

    Hey kisskiss

    Thank you for your comment.
    I was honestly feeling like I am just yapping and yapping and not doing anything and I felt like I am starting over every week and not really doing much…Im glad you left your comment…it makes me feel more at ease…some people just go for it all the way…others just take it a little slower.

    Thank you! (hugs)

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