project 25.

After a long, hard summer, I’m ready to get back in the game. It’s been tough lately. Still is. But I’m ready. I’ve completely fell off the wagon and I blame it completely on myself.

I’m not going to lie. It’s going to be even harder this time around. But I’m ready for a challenge.

I haven’t posted in quite awhile. The cycle of weight loss is vicious. Makes me sad.

Been neglecting my healthy habits for awhile now. My pants are feeling tighter. I’m feeling less confident about myself. Haven’t had a good sweaty workout in a couple months. Not good. Been eating too much sweets and not enough veggies. It’s time to get back on track. But I don’t know how to motivate myself. The last time, I had my hike up Diamond Head to push me. But now, I dont’ have anything to push me. I forgot how it felt on that mountain. Sad. Er. Bah humbug.

So I tried working out about a week ago. I ran up this really steep hill near my apartment. In January, when I was at my best shape, I could run up with no problem. This time, however, was bad. When I reached the top, I felt dizzy and nauseous, and really bad. It was bad. I haven’t even tried working out since and it’s pretty bad.

My lil brother is coming up for a visit and it’s just going to get worse.

The only good thing is I haven’t gained any weight. I probably gained some fat and lost muscle tho

It’s been over a month! Over a month since I worked out. Yes. It’s been that long. It started off with me being sick. It took me a little over 2 weeks to get over it. It was awful. Then it took a little over another 2 weeks to get my butt in gear. I finally got out of my rut. I worked out today Yay! Celebrate! I did the 30DS. It was sooo hard. Pretty sad. I felt a bit nauseous toward the middle. I didn’t even use weights. lol. Oh well. I’ll be taking it quite slow.

I’m sick. It started with me feeling like there was something stuck in my throat. I kept trying to cough it up. Then the next day, I totally lost my voice and my throat hurt like a bitch. Then the day after that, the runny nose began. Still runny right now. My body feels achy. I have a bit of a temperature. It sucks. February is not off to a good start

Recently I got into the show LOST adding the DVDs on my Netflix queue and all that. Well it’s making me lazy. Srsly. When I get home, all I want to do is watch LOST. I think about what really will happen if they don’t enter the numbers and execute? Why was Hurley in the crazy house? These are the things I want to know. Ohhh geez. Yup. This post just made me sound like a lazy pig.

It was my boyfriend’s birthday today. I wanted it to be all about his favorite things so we had all his favorite foods today. We had curry katsu which is basically Japanese curry with panko breaded chicken breast. For his “birthday cake”, I got him a red velvet cupcake from Crumbs. Damn that little thing had a lot of cream cheese frosting. It was too sweet for my taste.

Didn’t do an actual workout today, but I did walk around a lot And plus I blogged! Yay me!

I “njoy”ed January a bit too much. I didn’t gain. I didn’t lose. I worked out. I didn’t eat too badly. But I know I didn’t do my best. I know I can do better. I was a total sloth this week. I have no one to blame but myself. My only goal this month is to blog more like I used to. It’s been every couple days. I don’t want that to turn into every couple weeks, then months, then a total abandonment of the blog together.

I’ve basically been sitting on my butt all weekend and the past 2 days. Yikes, I know. I’ve been watching LOST. I finally got on the bandwagon. It’s just so intriguing. But it’s no excuse. Seriously, I need to get off my butt and go running or something. It’s probably because I’m bummed about the job hunting situation as well. I must have sent a million gajillion resumes. No bites. It’s really depressing. If you lost your job in our economic crisis, I’m sorry and I hope everyone gets their jobs back or finds jobs soon. It sucks not having a job.

So… my plan? Just do it. Don’t keep putting it off. Don’t plan. Just do it. Hey, I’m a Nike commercial