I’m a recently cured “fat girl” thinking woman. I don’t understand what took me so long and I don’t know the exact moment when I changed. I just know that I looked at myself and the fat girls thoughts an insecurites ticked me off. I was mad and I had no one to blame but myself and since I can’t cuss myself out, I decided that I needed to change. I want to live life, not have life live me. I am tired of reading about all those active people who hike, play tennis, bungee jump, run marathons and take adventurous vacations….I want to be one of those people. I want to run and not feel like passng out immediately after…heck I would like to walk long distances without feeling like I’m going to pass out.