It’s 2009 and I’m still fat. January 12, 2009
Well, the toothless guy from the gym and I ran off to Bali where I promptly gained weight to fit the village’s goddess ideal.
Or, I got sloppy and the pounds climbed back on. I’m weighing in at 212 now. Eek. But, enough is enough. I haven’t felt like working out. Or dieting, or even losing weight. I’ve really just been very apathetic towards the whole situation. Still am, actually. So, I’m going at it old school Nike style- Just Do It. If I wait until I feel like doing this, I won’t. Or until I’m less busy- I won’t be. Or until the stars align perfectly and rainbows come out of my ears… you get the picture. There is always going to be something in the way, even if it is just me. So, I’m just going to keep going. I hope that at some point I’ll feel excited about it, or desire to be healthy. But for now, I’m just going to drag my psyche along for the ride.
Don’t have time for details now- but I’ll write later. And thanks for all the encouragement!
