It has been soooo long February 12, 2013
It really has been so long. So long since I wrote a blog. So long since I’ve so much as tried to lose weight. A LOT has been going on. My son finally got his kidney transplant (thank God), my husband got a big promotion, and I seem to have given up all together on myself. I’m not sure how this happened but I know I don’t like it. So today I take myself back and get moving (literally). I know how to do this for myself, I just need to find some more will power I guess. I need motivation. Maybe I need to hire someone to yell at me and make me work out. I think we all have those friends that we always say we’re going to work out with and they say they’re going to “make” you do it then it turns out that they are more flakey than you are when it comes to fitness. This is my sister in law. She is on a new diet every week but never sticks with it for more than a day or two. Then I thought to myself, I’m no better about it all. That was a pretty big realization for me. I’m not sure what the best course of action is at this point. Maybe its time to join gym. Maybe its time to join weight watchers. I honestly don’t know at this point. Its time to do some soul searching and figure out what to do with myself and then get it done.