Back on it, with a few exceptions March 16, 2010
Well I am very pleased to announce that I weighed in this morning *crossing my fingers that yesterday was just a bad fluctuation day* and I am back at 196.6 so I am happy for that, I also went grocery shopping and bought a bunch of healthy things to last me for awhile. I love that feeling because I know that I am controlling the food. I control what I eat and I control what’s in my house and knowing that I have all those good healthy yummy foods to rely on makes me feel even better.
So also yesterday when I got home from work I did The Biggest Loser wii interactive game and boy I did the light circuits with Jillian and that kicked my butt!!! It wasn’t as long as I wanted but after all the lunges and squats and mountain climbs , etc I was sweating and totally worn out so I would give it an A+. It makes me feel a lot better knowing that if I can’t get my butt up to go to the gym or if my schedule is too crazy I can do that at home and my husband actually did it with me too!!! and so it made it really fun actually!
So I am kind of disapointed that I did not go to the gym today. With my crazy schedule and stuff lately its so hard for me to pull my butt out of bed at 5 AM.. It starts to wear on you that’s for sure. So I have Rylee’s Dr.’s apt today and so I am hoping when I’m done maybe I can take the kids to the park or maybe even hit the gym or something. I think that’s what’s missing since food is good now, now it’s time to get the working out back on track. I can’t wait for the good weather so I can take my kids out with me and do stuff together as a family AND get my sweat on.
So last night I made some really yummy tuna salad. I love tuna and I love pasta. So I mixed whole grain noodles with Light miracle whip, and celery and packed it for lunch for today AND tomorrow.. bonus ! lol . I also went and bought some of the 100 calorie pack of oreo treats.. and hid them in my drawer at work for when I just can’t stand it anymore lol but at least I know I wont binge on something huge if I control it like I am doing!
So now I just keep wondering what to do about my waking up situation , I know I can do it because I HAVE BEEN lol so what’s wrong with me? . I just wake up and shut my alarm right off. I hate it. I miss getting up, being ok with getting up, WANTING to work out, feeling good all day because of it… If it’s not one thing it’s another. darnit… can’t win them all though.
*thank good ness I’m back at 196.6 …. I will take that as a win*