I was really struggling like 2am this morning. I wanted to eat. What I needed to do was go to sleep. Anyways I made it through. I didn’ t eat anything.
If I feel like I’m hungry because I actually am or its because I just went shopping and I know I have tons of food? I keep my cabinets and refridge full of food because that keeps me away from fast food. But for someone like me that stays up half the night it might be a set up. What’s been helping me is when I’m tempted I get on the scale to remind me of what I lost and also to remind me that I am truly at an unhealthy weight.
You watch these entertainment shows and the reporter asks “What do you do to stay in shape?” and the star says “you will hate me but I do nothing” or “I’m naturally like this”. Okay I’m 35 years old and I know that’s bs but these young girls out there believe this and makes them wonder…what’s wrong with me? Why do I have to work so hard? Nothing is wrong with you. They are lying! Granted when you are younger your metabolism is higher but I’ve seen stars of all ages feeding everyone that line of crap. Come on! Really? In what world does that really happen?
Its been a week. Let’s see what the scale says. 234! Down 6 pounds…YEAH! My first week on WW is always like this. I have to keep in mind that next week it may only be 2-3 pounds. That’s okay. As long as I am losing something. I think I may begin incorporating exercise next week. I don’t know. I always take things too far. Over do it. So I have to take it slow or I will burn out quick.
Well…I weighed in last Tuesday at 240 pounds! OMG. I wanted to break down and cry because I have been here many times in the last few years. I promptly started WW. I will weigh in tomorrow. WW has always worked the best for me. I am using things I purchased in the past as a member and on e-bay. My preference. I have no interest in going to meetings and weighing in every week. In the privacy of my own home I can weigh in and be just fine. It’s so funny that I found this blog today. I was just thinking last night this is what I needed. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to blog on 3FatChicks just because of the way it was set up in the past. I love it this way. I am really doing something out my character here. I am such a private person. To be out in the open like this is unusual. Granted I am posting under my username because I prefer the anonymity of it. I know this will be so helpful to me. I am a night owl so blogging will help during those late night cravings.
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