Archive for February, 2014

Ugh!

Wednesday, February 26th, 2014

I’ve had a bad couple of days and I’m really not feeling well.

I wasn’t the least bit surprised to see a gain this morning (176).

Keeps getting better!!!

Saturday, February 22nd, 2014

Fuck yeah! A new low!!!

175 lbs today!

i am super stoked and look forward to the low 170s!

Slow and steady?

Tuesday, February 18th, 2014

177.5 today

i would have liked to see more of a loss this week, but I’ll take what I can get

Fucking scary as shit!

Sunday, February 16th, 2014

Last night I was sad. When I’m sad, I tend to wallow in self pity and entertain ridiculous thoughts.

I honestly thought to myself: “I don’t care about how much I weigh, so I’ll just gain weight until I’m 600 lbs and bed ridden.”

Like I just can’t be bothered to give a fuck about food, calories, weight or exercise.

Its scary, but I think I’m capable of “letting myself go”. I think a small part of me wants to.

Fucking scary!!!!

Fuck yeah!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 11th, 2014

Guess what?!?!?

I’m no longer obese!!!!!

As of this morning, I am officially overweight! (179lbs)

I’m so effing excited, words fail me!

So I will just say, FUCK YEAH!!!!!

So close I can taste it!!!

Monday, February 10th, 2014

I’m so fucking close to the 170s I can taste it! I’ve been hovering between 180 and 181 for about 4 days. I just need to fucking buckle down and push harder.

I will see the 170s this month!!!!

Fuck yeah, it’s February!!!!

Saturday, February 1st, 2014

183 this morning! Fuck yeah!

170s here I come!