Cussin’ like a sailor

I weighed in at 200.5 this morning! What the fuck?!?!?

this shit is out of control! How could I have gained eleven pounds in one month???

im disgusted with myself 🙁

Today is the day I’m glad I started a year ago! I have lost (about) fifty pounds.

(I actually lost 58.5 pounds total, but I have gained back ten pounds in the last 6 weeks.)

I am so very glad that I started my weightloss journey when I did. My weight was out of control at 242 lbs (although my all time high was 256lbs.) I was steadily gaining weight and had I not decided to start my weight loss journey in October 2012, I would probably be well over 300 lbs by now. I am happily in onederland now and I intend to continue my weight loss efforts. here is a timeline in pics:

196.5 this morning!!!

what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!?

i can’t believe as I approach my 1 year anniversary I’m gaining weight.

193 today. This shit sucks!!!!!

I don’t have anything insightful to say. I’m 50lbs overweight and I’m not doing anything about it 🙁

I hit 194 today, un-fucking-believable!!!!!!!!

im sick of being fat, but apparently not sick enough… I didn’t take my monthly pics or measurements yesterday, I was too disgusted.

I don’t know what to do, this shit is out of control 🙁

189.5 today

that means I’m gaining weight! Fuck fuck fuck!!!!

why can’t I get my lazy ass in gear and reverse this upward climb?!?!?

Really? Fucking 189 this morning?!?! What the fuck?!?!?!