I definitely miss when I haven’t been working out.  I got the H1N1 vaccine and it has been kicking my behind.  I feel alot better today and hopefully by next week I’ll be back to working out.  I tried to walk on the treadmill and take a walk around my block and I felt like my chest was going to explode.  I’m definitely not a fan of flu shots and their side effects.  Hopefully since I’m feeling better my daughter will be feeling better too.  TOM will be here tomorrow and I can’t wait for that to be over because I’ve been really emotional and I’m not an emotional person like that.  I had a talk with my dad yesterday about how he talks to me and honestly we made some progress.  Just sitting down talking can really help so I hope we can talk about our differences from now on instead of reverting back to the old way.