Today’s Unoffical Weigh-In

So today when I weighed in I was 388.  It seems like I was stuck in the low 390’s for forever and I’m glad to finally be out of them.  Thankfully I weighed and was happy this morning because I was on the bus to go to school and it was pretty crowded but a seat cleared up and I went to sit down and this skinny high school boy jumped in the seat before I could sit down.  On another note I looked at my arms, I know lifting weights for a couple days won’t have made much of a difference and I’m not sure when it happened but I looked at my arms and I can see my veins.  I could never see my veins before and it was irritating because I have a blood clotting disorder and have to get blood drawn and I was tired of nurses poking me multiple times or using that dang butterfly needle and pressing it all around in my arm.  So maybe now that my veins are starting to become visible getting blood drawn won’t be as much of an issue.  I also noticed that my belly button is getting smaller.  It seemed like I had the biggest belly button, seriously I could stick two fingers in it and people thought this was so amazing.  But now I can hardly get one finger in, I noticed that my stomach isn’t hanging as much.  I can’t wait to see how I will look another 50 pounds lighter.  I asked six people how much they thought I weighed and they all said 285 which is amazing to me that people think I look 100 pounds less than I really am, when I tell them my real weight they are shocked.  I can’t wait until I don’t have to be embarassed about my weight and about how overweight I am.  I wouldn’t feel so bad if I was a little overweight I am so tired of hearing morbidly obese, it sounds like I’m going to die tomorrow or something.  Well anyway, just posting how I’m glad about the sudden 3 pound loss and my official weigh-in day isn’t until Sunday.  And I know I didn’t post my excercise and menu for a couple days but I’ve been studying for a midterm which I think I did good on so I will be back to posting.           

3 Comments so far

  1. incontrol2day on October 29th, 2009

    Good luck with your midterm! And congrats on your
    positive weigh in!
    I’m to scared to ask people how much I weigh…

    - Grace

  2. sunnydaze on October 29th, 2009

    You are rockin’ it! Its funny how little things like getting a smaller belly button are important to us fat people.

    I was excited when my neck started getting smaller. I check the mirror everyday waiting for my collar bone to appear. LOL.

  3. momonamission on October 29th, 2009

    Yea I look at my back everyday. I lost my hunch but I can’t wait til I lose the rolls. I stare at myself for like 5 minutes every morning trying to see if I’ve changed at all from the day before. I’m just glad that there are changes because having to lose this much weight if I weren’t seeing anything different I would probably be hopeless.

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