Little Miss Sick… August 8, 2010
Sick today and feel like crap. Back and Forth to the bathroom. Then a Half an hour ride to my moms for her birthday. this will be fun
Sick today and feel like crap. Back and Forth to the bathroom. Then a Half an hour ride to my moms for her birthday. this will be fun
Yesterday I told my cousin I would make her Boy friend a B-day cake. I really shouldn’t have. I’m on a deit! what was I thinking! grrr. Of course I had to taste it. Even though I went to the gym and I ate almost nothing. Damn calories.
I’ve decided to pin up a pair of pants that I want to fit in again. I’m trying to keep my self motivated. The weight on the scale going down is huge for me. I can’t weight for people to start actually seeing a difference in me. For some one to say “hey! you look awesome! Have you lost some weight” I’m excited. in order to keep my self going I posted pictures on my fridge. one of me the weight I felt good at and the one that makes me cry. If you guys have any other motavation techneques you use comment and let me know!
I hopped on the scale this morning hoping to be at least a pound lower so I could feel good about my work out last night making a difference, but it was at 234.0! I was despetrate to make it go down to 233.9, just so I could be down another pound in my head (if that makes sence.) So I took of my pjs and I was still at 234.O! UGH. So, I went pee so I could get it to budge just that one tenth of a point. I hoped on the scale and I was at 234.O. UGH So today I weigh, 234. GRRR
I finally got up the stuff to go to the YMCA! (Good for me!) I’m excited and had such a good time that I’m going to get up and go again tomarrow! I’m lucky that I finally got my fiance to help push me and lose the weight. It’s time to get my rear in gear and do this. There is no reason to be big if I don’t want to be. I just need to remember that “nothing tastes as good as Skinny feels”