Today I weigh… August 18, 2010
228.8 pounds
I’m super excited that I am possible going to get promoted. I’ve worked really hard and Know that I deserve it. It’s 40 hours aweek so hopefully It will help me lose weight because I won’t have a lot of time to eat. Pounds are still going down from here!
My little brother’s birthday is coming up. I cried my self home. I think my heart is permanently damaged. I didn’t know I could miss some one this much and have it hurt this badly. The closer to his birthday the worse this gets. I’ll explain this all later when I can handle it all. But I believe he is the reason I let myself eat my way into this body.
The one and only one thing about being sick is that you don’t eat any thing. I think I mananged to eat like half of a healthy dinner. So I’m down weigh. I’m excited. I think I’ll do some arobics off of Comcast to make that scale read one point lower. Good news I hit my August 14th Goal.
Looks like Lily is back on the mend. Me and my fiance on the other hand keep fighting for the bathroom. I’m sick and the light from the computer hurts my eyes. I don’t have a fever. Just sicker than sick.