I choose now.

Why?

Ok, I’ve been meaning to make a list of all the reason’s I’m doing this and I thought this would be an awesome place to put it.

  • To love myself again
  • To be proud of myself again
  • To WANT to see family and loved ones without having a panic attack
  • To just not have panic attacks every time something comes up where I have to look nice or plan an outfit
  • To want to get dressed everyday
  • To be someone my daughter can be proud of
  • To set a good example for my daughter
  • To have energy
  • To enjoy clothes shopping
  • To want to meet my husbands co workers instead of hiding in shame
  • To feel sexy again
  • To feel ok naked
  • To be one of those healthy active women I’ve always envied
  • To make my health and my happiness a priority
  • To be excited about seeing old friends
  • To want to make new friends
  • To push the ‘play’ button on my life again
  • To wear clothes that are ‘me’ instead of just what fits
  • To flaunt it
  • To do something for me and me alone
  • To pose for pictures instead of trying to hide behind someone
  • To make my friends and family proud
  • To be the person I know I am


  • rikki: Just wanted to say Hi! I hope all is going well for you! -See I told you I would still check in!
  • rikki: Oh so true :( Unfortunately!
  • rikki: I hope you get out of your "funk" soon! I know how that can be :) I'll keep checking in occasionally to see if you've come back ;0)