I choose now.

It’s official, I love this DVD!  I did the rest of it this morning and WOW some of it was hard!  In a good way though.  I am definitely adding this one to my routine!  I feel awesome and full of energy now that I’ve done it!  I can’t wait until I get better at [...]

I’m procrastinating today!  This is my quick blog to tell myself to MOVE IT!  Sitting here, reading and commenting on blogs NO!!  Move it!  I need to come read this every time I do this (and that’s a lot).  I can read and comment AFTER I exercise.
Ok, ok I’m going.  And yes, I am nuts [...]

It’s that time again.  Today’s magic number is …
122.8
A 0.6 drop from last week.  A little over half a pound, not bad at this point in my journey.  Not a whole lot to report today other than I tried out a new yoga DVD today.  I did my normal one then tried out a segment [...]

I’ve been feeling a bit down the last few days (or weeks maybe).  I’m no stranger to depression and I’m recognizing the signs.  I haven’t felt like doing much, not all that interested in my hobbies etc, letting things go like cleaning the house, fish tank etc., haven’t a harder time getting into my workouts.  [...]

It’s weigh day.  Today’s magic number is …
123.4
3.4 pounds down from last week.  Ok, so I don’t think I really lost 3.4 pounds in one week, I’m more likely to believe that last weeks gain was because of TOM or something and now that’s past so I’m back down.  I do think I lost this [...]

I pretty much have the cutest daughter ever!  Of course I’m a little biased but all mothers are :)  I have a pair of little neoprene hand weights that I use and keep in the living room.  A couple weeks ago we were in the store and my daughter who was sitting in the cart [...]

**I just noticed I posted this as a page instead of a post, arg, this was suppose to be posted on the 15th**
Yesterday I felt skinny!  I felt HOT and I felt sexy!  And I decided to try on clothes.  Smart (sarcasm).  It was bittersweet, I fit into new sizes and that’s wonderful!  [...]

I took a peek at the scale this morning even though it’s not weigh day and I know better but I did NOT like the number I saw.  If it’s correct then I’ve gained and that bums me out.  I have to keep in mind that TOM is looming and it could just be water [...]

I’m a little scared my scale might be playing an April fools joke on me today but I’m pretty pleased with my end of March number.  Hopped on the scale this morning to get my total loss for the month of March and guess what it said ….
125!!
Wow!  1.2 pounds down since Monday!  I don’t [...]

I think I read to deep into things and I think I let things hurt me too much.  I’m tired of always feeling “not good enough” feeling like everyone sees only bad in me and is only putting up with me.  I’m tired of feeling like the only one who tries.  I feel like I’m [...]