I choose now.

I think I read to deep into things and I think I let things hurt me too much.  I’m tired of always feeling “not good enough” feeling like everyone sees only bad in me and is only putting up with me.  I’m tired of feeling like the only one who tries.  I feel like I’m [...]

It’s weigh day!  Today’s magic number is …
126.2
2.4 pounds down from last week, wowza!  Feels like the good ole days, well, not ‘that’ good since I was heavier and that’s how I pulled off such numbers but you get the point.  So needless to say I’m pretty happy with this number!  My active mini goal [...]

I feel like total crud.  Yesterday toward the middle of the day I started to feel awful, dizzy, nauseous, lightheaded and feverish.  I tried to go do one of my tans and made the mistake of doing the stand up kind and almost fainted right in the middle of my tanning.  Wouldn’t that have been [...]

Cleaning day!  Well sort of, last night at 10:30 PM we were woken (yes, we’re lame and we where already asleep at 10:30) up by someone banging on our door.  After some rushing around to get, ‘presentable’ we open to find out the downstairs neighbor has a leak and they think our [...]

So I’ve got an appointment with a hair salon next week.  I tried to lighten my hair on my own the other night and ended up with not much lighter hair and bright orange roots, lovely, so I threw another dye on top of that to try and tone down the orange and it sort [...]

Found this on the hey its free blog (http://www.heyitsfree.net/2010/03/23/rebate-free-olay-quench-body-lotion-2 Love it!) and am sharing this with everyone I can because I think it’s awesome!
Go out and buy a bottle of Olay Quench body lotion, any size, that’s right ANY SIZE then go here http://www.olay.com/Club_Olay/march2010/images/Quench_Form_olayhome.pdf
Print it out, fill it out, mail it in and voila free [...]

I can’t wait for summer!  This is the first summer since before I had my 4 year old daughter that I’m actually really looking forward to!  I’m thinking about skirts, tank tops, capri’s, maybe some shorts and dresses and even a swimsuit!  I’m ready for pools and lakes and water parks OH MY!
I got a [...]

It’s weigh day, today’s magic number is …
128.6
1 pound down from last week.  I’m totally cool with that!  After spending almost the whole week not in control of where I was eating I feel I must have done alright to have still lost.  Anyway, I don’t really expect to lose like I was before now [...]

Back from my trip and today is my first day back on routine.  I had a HARD time getting up this morning and an even harder time getting to my exercise.  I didn’t do my yoga (bad girl!) but I did do a little extra elliptical and I feel ok about it.  That trip felt [...]

It’s (early) weigh day!  Today’s magic number is …
129.6
Woohoo!  *throws some confetti* I did it!  I reached and passed my main goal of 130!  I’m so happy right now I’m sparkling (no, not Edward sparkling).  So I had a couple bad weeks, so what this makes it all better.
I’ll be rushing around tomorrow morning getting [...]