Diary of a habitual binge eater…. :/
Ramblings of a yo yo dieter!
binge x 999999999999
Posted marina on March 28th, 2009 | Filed under Uncategorized
All ive been doing this past week is binge eating, I really dont feel any better yet, ive been eating so much I feel really sick and uncomfortable.
I have very low self esteem but I can honestly say ive never felt this fat and ugly- EVER
I dont know what to do, I want to get out of this,I really feel disgusting, I just want to hide away from everything and everyone
March 28th, 2009 at 8:39 am
I got your back girl. Don’t let it get to you. Those binge moments were just that, moments. Today is a new day. You are a rock star, you are a super hero, and you can conquer this. It’s good you’re writing it out. Really assess how you’re feeling and what your triggers were/are. We all may be fat, but we’re not ugly. Stay wrong! You are woman, hear you roar!
March 28th, 2009 at 5:56 pm
I did the same thing a couple of days ago- the only way I can think of to snap out of it is to do a serious effing workout and drink TONS of water and write all those toxic I’m-fat-and-ugly feelings out in my blog. I totally feel your pain. But. . . tomorrows a new day, you’ve got a vast support system out here in the blogosphere- we know you can do it! Get back on the horse and ride, girl!