Hey girlies!

Thank you for the comment BigProf, you’re right - any pound loss is so much better than one gained; I’m going to try to keep up the attitude

So yes, I went to see Angels and Demons last night.  It was enjoyable (not quite as good as the book) but I did like it.  I wont spoil the plot line but one line did make me think.  (To those who are religious: this post is not intended in any way to offend, but I have no where else to express these thoughts).

“Do you believe in God Mr. Langdon?

No!  I’m an academic…

I asked if you believe in God Mr. Langdon, not what man says about God.

I am, to a certain degree, an academic.  I believe in the power of science and the power of people.  For a good few years my belief system has been that I do not believe in an omniscient being.  I believe in each individual’s power to make a change for the good and that we should all try to fill our lives with as many experiences as we can.  But, if I’m honest, my heart has always wanted to believe there is a benevolent … thing, watching over us that guides our choices like a parent guides their child.

However, my scientific mind can’t combine this with some of the teachings of Christianity.  I refuse to condemn homosexuals or other religions.  I will not discriminate against the mentally ill nor those who choose not to believe in gods and instead place their faith in science.  The Book’s supposed to be taken literally, but that just doesn’t work.  I believe in evolution.  I believe that going to church makes you no more a Christian than sleeping in your garage makes you a car.

I believe I want to live a good life because I want to be a good person.  And then that quote brings me right back to the root of my dilemma.  Do I believe in God, rather than what man says about God?  Man is, after all, fallible.  My scientific self and spiritual self are at odds right now… who’d know a film could have such an effect?!

Moving on to less “deep” affairs, exercise was good today.  I came home from badminton absolutely dripping with sweat and puce!  I was playing against my dad, who in his teens played for Scotland in badminton.  While he’s in his mid-50’s now, he’s still in very good shape and makes me run around the court nonstop.  Definitely good calorie burn

I’m enjoying being at my parents.  Had a minor drama today where DP’s Xbox showed the red ring of death!  It’s supposed to be irreparable damage but my dad fixed it!  Somehow… it’s a technological miracle ;)  I’m going into Bravissimo tomorrow as well, I’m going to try and get a blouse for my interview on Friday.  Bravissimo design clothes to fit bigger-busted women like myself, so that it fits in the bust without gaping and across the waist without being baggy.  They’re a bit more expensive, but it is worth it for feeling so much more comfortable in your clothes!

Anyway, apologies for the disorganised lengthy post!

Good evening to you all

Mango x