Archive for May 14th, 2009

Test of Will

I feel a little down today chicks.  I’m not putting in food etc, because I’m using my WW tracker, but I just feel a little lost today.  Yesterday I did 40 minutes of walking, a 50 minute step class (that almost killed me) and half an hour on the stationary back after just because I wanted to get that second exercise star.  I weighed myself this morning and I’d put on 2lbs.  2lbs taking me to 156.2lbs.  I actually shed a couple of tears I was so disappointed.  Really, bitterly disappointed.

I didn’t give up today, I went to the gym but not as long because I was quite sore.  I did 40 minutes of walking, 20 minutes of elliptical and 30 minutes on the bike.  I used some of my activity points because it is my cousin’s birthday, where we went to Pizza Express.  They do “lighter” made pizzas where the base is half the calories so I got one of them.

I’m not particularly enjoying WW today.  Part of that is because I gained today, I suppose.  However, I’ve been at this for 11 days now, and I’m 1.2lbs heavier than when I started.  I just want to say screw points, 1000 calories a day and that’s it.  I feel deflated today, which is unlike me,

I’m sorry for the moody post today, but I didnt feel I could honestly write something upbeat today.  My apologies, I’ll try to be better tomorrow!

Mango x