I am MILF

This has been the worst week I think I have ever had besides when my father died.  I can barely take care of myself, let alone Baby Boy.  I have been a bad parent for this whole week, and there’s nothing I can do about it.  This headache is the most debilitating thing that has physically ever happened to me.  I have endured sprained wrists, ankles, fingers, bruised the palms of my hands many times, bruises the size of a basketball, C-section, angioplasty, busted open lip, burns — yet, this takes the cake.  I totally hurled my breakfast because I was so nauseated — from a headache!  I didn’t know headaches like this existed.  I have never had a migraine, no history of headaches, and I can honestly say, I feel for people who have to go through this all the time.

I have a softball game that I absolutely have to go to tomorrow.  Our sponsor took his own life last week, and our coach showed up to our last game crying.  He said he really wanted to win the championship in memory of Don.  Tomorrow we are playing the only other undefeated team besides ourselves.  They are real jerks too.  Every time I have played them in other leagues, they play real dirty.  Bastards.

Weight-wise, I am down to 144.  This was right after I traded my breakfast for some head relief.  I am pretty sure I will gain once I am able to keep water down again.  Is it normal to get a headache just thinking about getting a headache?