Sometimes it is hard to find time to blog, but I’m trying.

Yesterday was NOT the most successful food day I’ve ever had (oh sarcasm). Breakfast was fine – English muffin and cheez whiz and coffee. Lunch was a turkey subway sandwich and I even bought some celery and carrots for a snack… and then the wheels just fell off my day. I also had a yogurt that turns out wasn’t low fat – with granola… and ate that with cantaloupe then I bought Sun Chips from the machine even though I wasn’t even hungry. And then had too much pizza for dinner. It’s like I am possessed by some sort of self defeating spirit. Omigawd.

Today is another day, though, and I need to let it go and move on. Breakfast (EM + CW) was the usual before going to the gym. I went for a walk at lunch because I had to go to the bank to deposit my pay cheque into my business account. And I got a small chicken shawarma for lunch. Oh and I had an apple for the 10:30 I’m starving hour. There will be no recurrence of the Sun Chip incident – in fact, the vending machine is dead to me for now on, though I really need some gum to kill the garlic from the shawarma. I had a pear to have later when the boredom of the day drives me to eat. Frankly, I think that is my problem – that I get tired and restless around 3 and then I end up eating.

This wouldn’t happen if I just planned out what I was going to eat and then stuck to the plan. I even know I shouldn’t do it as I’m putting the coins in the machine and I do it any way.

Am I serious about this or not?

The new plan is to have a plan. Plan. Plan. Plan.

If I want something later I can have my pear… or some tea… or some sugar free gum. I don’t NEED anything else. I’m not hungry and I can’t keep feeding those inner demons. They have already overstayed their welcome. Feeding them only makes them stick around.

On an up note, it is a lovely day out and I plan to enjoy as much of the sun as I can. Have a good day, fellow chicks!