eat for life, not now

Down a size.

Just got an order from Old Navy.
Ordered XXL shirts and 20 pants. I ordered one pair of $13 jeans in size 18 to see if they would fit. They did. YEsterday when I wore an XXL shirt, my bra showed all day bc it was too big, and I dont mean my bra straps. So, [...]

New Calzon Battleplan

Many nights, after taking my sleep med, I get wonky and tired and order a calzone even though I am too tired to eat it.
This is not on my diet.
I am supposed to reward myself when I DONT DO THESE THINGS.
So, I am going to make my husband give me $8 everytime I skip a [...]

WOAH BENDER

Went on a bender. 3 days of bender. Gained 4 pounds, felt disgusting, bloated, weak, tired.
Back on track today and feel a million times lighter.
Bought jeans a size smaller so that I will KNOW when i get there and can try them on from time to time, they were $15 and well worth the [...]

On Track

So I have to go to a social event with people I have not seen in 15 years. boy did that put me back on track
i am at 213 today. Wanna get to 209…… for the party.

Remember When? IT’s YEAST

I hate the word yeast.
Remember when I had a “birthmark that just appeared?”
Well, it’s a yeast spot. Fungus. Disgusting. (I think it is this, here.
My sister would tell me to go yeast free and do a candidia type diet.

Well, this does not make me happy. The ENT has confirmed I have yeast [...]

I MADE IT

I made it one day without cheating. I think. If I can just hit the sack soon I will be ok.

Weigh In: No Change

212.5 again

blew it

ate out. blew it. calzones evey night i felt stressed out… oh, that was every night.
here;s to a better week. day. or 10 minutes

Feeling good.

Back on track and feeling good. Eating healthy food not only tastes good, it feels good!
I feel so much more confortable in my clothes, though my pants ARE falling off and I know the next size down won’t fit so it is time to remember to wear a belt!!!
Here is an old and a [...]

worky worky

i am a stay at home mom most of the time. but i worked a few days this week and it has caused the stress level in the household to go up tremendously.
because of work, i am doing fantastically on my diet! lol
but today is my last day of work. hopefully i am [...]