eat for life, not now

sick

i have been sick with something like the flu. i am going to abandon this blog and start a wellness blog instead as the lyme is getting me i think

i wil let you know

Yea, Baby, Yea

No time like the present to keep going and get back on track!

The good the bad and the ugly

lyme disease

yea, well that stinks. but it makes sense why i have so little energy.

Pepperoni?

Hi, I love pepperoni. Turkley pepperoni is way too spicy for me. I think they do that to cover up that it’s not mystery meat (which of course tastes good) but I don’t mind if it tastes not EXACTLY like pepperoni, I know it’s not the real thing and that’s ok because I do not want all the calories!

Does anyone know of another option or a not too spicy turkey pepperoni?

Sress

and a broken T lol

Stress - due to a wild child. She also is delayed in speech which has been making thinga a litle difficult, as well as the no napping. I Was stuffing my face every chance I got. Even when I Was no hungry.

Today, I am taking it meal by meal and trying to just make it through today. She is now napping and going to bed without causing contusions on her head, Yea, she had a lot of bumps on her head. :( It was so stressful I Can no even explain, but it is better now. I think.

WW

feeling like i need a chg, maybe I will go back to WW for a while

It is a distant memory

I am REALLY looking forward to weighing in on Monday. It has been so long since I felt that way.

We are home from vaca :) I did eat a whole funnel cake and I did want to puke. (too much oil/crap)
I did go to a football game last night and eat a hot dog, but, that was ok, since I didn’t have more than 300 other calories all day.

I am on track today so that feels good.

So I talked about this but I bought a pair of sz 18 jeans bc they were clearance and I figured then I could know in the privacy of my own home when I reached 18. Well, they FIT. So, I am going to buy a few more 18’s (over time) as well as a pair of 16’s so I know in the privacy of my own home when I get to 16.

My daughter did not nap on vacation so the vacation was bittersweet at times. IT was really rough sometimes. But overall we had a great time. We went to South Jersey. We didnt take more than like 5 pics. We stink.

Down a size.

Just got an order from Old Navy.

Ordered XXL shirts and 20 pants. I ordered one pair of $13 jeans in size 18 to see if they would fit. They did. YEsterday when I wore an XXL shirt, my bra showed all day bc it was too big, and I dont mean my bra straps. So, back go ALL the clothes from the order and I will have to get clothes in a size XL and pants in a size 18 :)

YAY me.

On vaca. Will probably have a bite of hubby’s fair food, but not order any of my own.

New Calzon Battleplan

Many nights, after taking my sleep med, I get wonky and tired and order a calzone even though I am too tired to eat it.

This is not on my diet.

I am supposed to reward myself when I DONT DO THESE THINGS.

So, I am going to make my husband give me $8 everytime I skip a calzone. he doesn’t know yet, but it will pay for my rewards and prizes!!!!!

WOAH BENDER

Went on a bender. 3 days of bender. Gained 4 pounds, felt disgusting, bloated, weak, tired.

Back on track today and feel a million times lighter.

Bought jeans a size smaller so that I will KNOW when i get there and can try them on from time to time, they were $15 and well worth the investment :)

Going on vacation in a few days. Will stay on plan, it’s really easy enough.