In the dark I can fight it

but in the daylight I can taste you in my tears.

I’ll put up my fight.

I have quite possibly met the person that I am supposed to meet and it makes me feel fuzzy all over. Like a bear. hehe.

I am trying to do things different than how I have done them in the past. I used to be okayyy I will admit, clingy. Now I have decided to just chill out about it all. There is no need to be glued to someone. We all need our space and time to tend to our own lives. We live in different states so its not like I have the opportunity to be clingy. I believe that if we last through his first deployment then the rest is basically history. I am hoping to see him on his mid-tour. He wants to go to Ireland or Italy, I think that would be just romantic, not like he is looking at it in that way. Being the girl sucks sometimes.

Testing..Testing…1-2 Check Check

Oi! Blogging, such a silly word. However this is so much more friendly than using paper and the fear of the “crazy lady” reading what I write has diminished!

I have been inspired by many to do so much within my life span. I just do not know where to start. I am hopeful that writing it all down will give me a clear picture and maybe help with the “planning” portion of it all.

I want to be involved in everything that interests me. Is that so wrong? From talking to Veterans at the VA Hospital to volunteering at the Zoo an helping out at the animal shelter, I just want to be out there doing something. I am all signed up to start these activities as well so I am pretty excited.

I also signed up for my Fall 2010 classes at my local community college. 3 dance classes (Ballet, Latin and Swing), English and Dance Intro. I am soooo excited to get back into dancing shoes. I feel at home when I dance.