today was humiliating. I had to run for the bus, just a block and apparently I can’t even run a step or to……..
It was awful. people teased me and then complained that I smelled because I was sweaty when I finally got the bus. I hate people, I hate the world, I hate being this fat and useless.
Nobody cares that I lost 40lbs, nobody cares that a month ago I couldn’t walk a 1/4 of a mile without being exhausted and now I can walk a half mile, hardly stopping at all. All I am is a super fat slobby ugly person. I hate the world today.
Posted on May 29th, 2014 by lostbutstilltrying
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