today was humiliating

today was humiliating.  I had to run for the bus, just a block and apparently I can’t even run a step or to……..

It was awful.  people teased me and then complained that I smelled because I was sweaty when I finally got the bus.  I hate people, I hate the world, I hate being this fat and useless.

Nobody cares that I lost 40lbs, nobody cares that a month ago I couldn’t walk a 1/4 of a mile without being exhausted and now I can walk a half mile, hardly stopping at all.   All I am is a super fat slobby ugly person.  I hate the world today.

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