Not sleeping and not happy about it

It’s 3am and I am awake again.  Itchy bug bites and anxiety came together to wake me up again.  I might as well talk about something that made me sad today.

Had my picture taken for a school ID today and even though I have lost 30lbs I am just really fat.  Fatter than I was when I had my last ID taken. Fat, Fat, Fat………

It doesnt matter if I am eating better and exercising more and have lost weight, I am still fatter.  All people see is a fatty.  A more than 300lb fatty.

I know that if I keep  this up, next year at this time I will be happier, but right now, I am a fatty and it makes me sad………

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