My diet log

Pumpkin oatmeal. mmmm SO good.

I got a new scale. It is telling em I am 250. hmmmm. Its a dial scale, my other was a digital

Stoffers mac and cheese - 16 pts.

Core chili

Peach

weekly pts left - -1

Cheese - 2

I ate a whole cake. I am so sick. both physically and emotionally.

I WILL do better tomorrow!

Weekly pts left - 24

Eggs, potatos, onions, and peppers.

Chicken, peas, quinoa.

6 cookies - 6 pts

1/4 cut cheese - 2 pts

ben and jerry’s ice cream - 17 (ugh, UGH)

Total weekly pts left - -1

Ugh, UGH UGH UGH

This is so hard. SO hard. Apparently any ice cream in the house is not a good thing. I thought I had better control over myself.

So I am gonna start on core again. This is easer for me, and I will lose better on it

Weekly points are 35.

Oatmeal with bannanas

chili

Activity pts - 3

cheese - 4 pts

Cookies - 3 pts

cornbread - 6 pts

weekly pts left - 24

I’m sick of the way I look.

I’m sick of my body being all screwed up from how much I weigh.

I dont want to go to Disney world and not be able to see everything because I’m too tired.

I’m just sick of the way I am. I NEED to change. I need to be less lazy, and have less of a short fuse.

Today I ate:

Pop tarts - 8pts

Raisins - 2 pts

oatmeal - 2 pts

mc chicken - 7 pts

And here at about 4 pm is where I screw up. I ate a bowl of peanut butter cap n crunch, then some stuffed shells, then some sunflower seeds. Ugh, I HATE this,

I am thinking the best idea is to go back on core. I lost better on it, and ate better as well.

Wii activity points - 1

So I am going to start counting points again. my daily points allowance is 31.

Today I ate:

1 pop-tart, raspberry - 4 pts

4oz turbot (from trader joes. mmmmm) - 6 pts

2 more pop tarts - 8 pts

1.5 cups carrots - 1.5 pts

2 cups chicken marsala - 14 pts

Total - 33.5

Activity points earned - 3

Total after wii eap sports active - 30.5

Not bad for my 1st day really counting points. Wii kicked my butt, but I love it.

I have had…

1/4th of a cup of both cap n’ crunch and fat free milk

3 palms full of sunflower seeds

large box stoffers mac and cheese

1/2 peanut and butter sammy

1 can mountan dew

Pizza

two pop tarts

I have NO will power. Well, that is not true, I have some. I remembered tonight (while in ukrops, looking at some snack cakes) that the first week is the hardest. After that, the craving for sugar lessens.

This is gonna be one hard week.

Hello new day!!

Starting out on Wensday, aug 26th 2009.

By this time next year I will have:

*Lost at least 50 pounds

*been to disneyworld

*gotten my GED

A little about me…

I am a (almost) 26 year old mom to two boys. C born in june of 2006 and E born in march of 2009. Also one baby I lost in 2004.

I am a stay at home mom and a hippy. I had a home VBAC (vaginal birth after c-section), we dont vax, and we cloth diaper our kid.

We are taking our sons to Disney world in February of 2010. Mostly for C, but I am sure E will enjoy it as well. We went to Bush Gardens this summer, and it kicked my butt. I need to lose weight, so I dont end up slowing the family down while at Disney world.

Starting weight: 246.0

Ugh.