Weekend was hard this week!
November 2nd, 2009
The weekend was hard this week…..not just because of all the candy, actually, that was less of a problem than it could have been. I bought candy I really don’t like that much, and just a little bit of the stuff I do, but I was able to resist opening up the bags early and having “samples”. So that part was good. The hard part came, in that my mother seems to think that Halloween is this BIG friggen holiday…and we should celebrate with cakes and lots and lots of goodies! sigh…..
I am sorry, I used to get into the holiday spirit a lot more when I was younger, and my kids were younger, but honestly, it is just extra work to me. Not that I don’t like the decorations, because I do….but I just don’t want to be the one dealing with all of it. Truth be told, since the basement remodel, things down there on the “storage” side are in shambles. I had visions of getting my butt down there and doing massive organizing…but it just never happened. There is so much crap down there, and A LOT of leftover crap from the remodel that I just am not sure what to do with….DS should do something with it, so I can get to organizing our stuff…but lets face it…the man is a bonafide PIG….I guess I am just going to have to eventually go down there and do it myself…but I just don’t want to. I get tired of picking up after everyone else, especially him….so anyway, this makes getting to the decorating stuff a pain in the butt, and putting it back a pain in the butt, so I just rather not bother. And then my mom complains that I have no holiday spirit.
So my mother came over to spend Halloween with us. I shouldn’t really care. She is my mother. Part of me didn’t care, but part of me didn’t want her there, and then the rest of me felt guilty for not wanting her there. So I was in a grumpy mood all day. I planned to eat liberally, as I had saved all my flex points for Saturday…and I did…but I have no idea what some of the things I ate were worth. So I just practiced portion control. I had one reeses cup. That is ALL the candy I ate. I had chicken chili ( which was fine and on plan) and three mini corn dogs. About a 1/4 cup of a recipe makeover for buffalo chicken dip with celery and 2 glasses of wine. I also had a pc of homemade cake my mom brought over. I have no idea how many points were in that.
DS felt better on Saturday. Well enough to trick or treat. Fever was gone. It never got very high…so I don’t think he had the swine flu. Just a random bug.
Ate at Olive garden on Sunday. One thing for sure, is that you go through points awful fast when you eat out….even if you plan. How is it that restaurant food in general is sooooooo high in fat and calories? its mind boggling. Got salad with dsg on the side. Got the shrimp pasta primevera. Ate half. Had one breadstick. Still used up gobs of points on one meal! Stayed within the points range I needed to for the day though.
Came home yesterday and thought the house felt cool. Ds came in later in the evening, and said his room was freezing. I went to turn up the thermostat, and nothing happened. So I yelled down to dh, who was playing the ps3 game that is going to ruin our marriage….call of duty….and told him I thought something was wrong with the furnace. Sure enough, something was wrong. We started a fire in the woodstove, but it was almost time to go to bed. We had a cold night….got down in the 30’s. The guy finally came today to fix it. It didn’t cost us an arm and a leg, thank goodness.
On track with food today…..doubt that I will see any numbers move this week. Would be happy with just one. One lousy pound…I would be happy.

November 2nd, 2009 at 4:17 pm
you know what? life is never perfect. The weekend is over and done with, and today is a new day. Start fresh! Olive Garden is not the end of the world. I think the secret to successful dieting really is eating well 90% of the time and allowing for life’s mishaps. They happen! Don’t get too down on yourself.
November 2nd, 2009 at 4:34 pm
Fat Pants has it right. Just do your best when you can! I’m just trying to get in the habit of portion control myself. There are always holidays, events, this and that… when we eat like that everyday we get in trouble. A couple days here and there won’t kill our efforts! I’m glad the family is feeling better!
November 2nd, 2009 at 5:00 pm
thanks gals….yes, FP, after I read your blog today, I felt much better. I guess I am just feeling blah because I feel there are so many aspects of my life right now that are “out of control” and well, being the control freak that I am, that makes me very anxious! LOL but in time, it will all calm down.
November 2nd, 2009 at 5:38 pm
Sorry about the furnace but glad it wasnt an expensive fix. My mother makes me grumpy too and I don’t know why. I should be way past the beligerent teen stage, but I regress around her.
That precisely why I dont eat out.. you dont get enough food for the calories and you really cannot be certain what they are putting int there.. just a bit mroe oil, bit mroe cheese… and BAM 200-300 more calories. Not worth it IMHO
November 2nd, 2009 at 7:12 pm
It is hard to eat out. And America eats out too much IMHO. And most of it isn’t really that good. Don’t know why you need to “measure up” to mom’s expectations!!! She’s not doing the work. Tell her to decorate her house and have everyone over and give you a Holiday OFF.
November 2nd, 2009 at 8:26 pm
Renee I completely understand how feeling out of control can make you feel anxious. Gosh, I really understand… you know what helps when I feel like that? Making a mental list of the things I CAN control… and usually it’s diet and exercise. When the rest of my life feels out of control, there are always a few things that I still have control of. Maybe it would help to sit down and think about some things that you also have control of!
November 3rd, 2009 at 7:43 am
Oh Goodness! regarding the mom stuff. Aren’t having mums fun? I fought feelings exactly how you described until I decided that I will not spend another holiday with her.
I have SO MUCH more peace now. That’s what I had to do for me though. It’s not something I suggest to others–just sharing. Each story is different. Alot of my obesity had to do with the Mum. Until I realized it, I kept overeating. There was a part of me that was “linked” to her that I had to completely “break”. Anyways…
How many points is the Olive Garden house salad and bread sticks? I could eat that for hours! I swear they put a drug in the dressing. Haha…
November 3rd, 2009 at 7:44 am
…I’m glad you’re visiting your blog, even if it just occasionally.