Yo-yo no more

Okay, so I have a little time and thought I would use it to do an update.
 I would dive into an in depth update, but because of the simple fact that some of my family (and friends) can just happen to stumble upon this blog accidentally - I shall save those things until more concrete [...]

Yeah, I wrote a whole LONG post, hit “save” then went in and hit “publish” and now the post shows up empty.  Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I was so glad to go to bed last night and leave my sucky day behind me.  I knew that today was a new day.  I was right.  I woke up this morning and stepped on the scale…. I AM NO LONGER IN THE 2-TEENS!!!!!!!  I remember not very long ago wanting to be out [...]

Well, I got a nifty spiffy e-mail reminder today that TOM should be here in one week from yesterday.  Yippee.  I can already tell he’s on his way.  I have been SO grumpy today and just in a “blah” mood.  Felt like crying all day long.  So glad that tonight is The Biggest Loser and [...]

I’m feeling blah today.  I have reasons for feeling this way - but I won’t discuss it here.  I think that one reason for my feeling this way is that I feel like I’ve lost my husband.  Now, before anyone starts gasping that my husband has left me, he hasn’t.
 In January, my husband lost his [...]

Well, I’m feeling a lot better today.  My anxiety-ridden day was 2 days ago, and I think I’ve recovered to the point of not feeling like I’m going to die. I’m almost positive it was due to DH going back to work after so long.  Don’t get me wrong, I know that we need him [...]

That’s how I typically feel when TOM is around. I’m fine one minute - and then one little small, tiny, thing happens and I either feel like punching a wall - or like bawling my head off….. or both! I had an episode of that last night, I don’t even remember what started it…..
Good news [...]

I look at my kids sometimes and just cry.  They are by far the most beautiful creatures, I just get filled with so much joy that they are mine…. and it’s in those times that I’m most motivated to get my fat ass in gear and get rid of this weight that I’ve been adding [...]

I passed my exercise goal last night!!!  So, I’ll just keep adding to those totals until Labor Day - and then it’s time to start my Halloween Goals!!!  I already have them written out.  I’m not sure why I get so excited about setting mini-goals.  I think that it’s the fact that it means that [...]

Hello everyone! I’ve had a fairly decent day. I started feeling like another anxiety attack was coming on today - but it never got full blown! (Thank you God!). I’ve noticed that my anxiety attacks coincide with either my ovulation or my PMS days. So, I’m starting to think it’s all [...]