Yo-yo no more

I’m feeling blah today.  I have reasons for feeling this way - but I won’t discuss it here.  I think that one reason for my feeling this way is that I feel like I’ve lost my husband.  Now, before anyone starts gasping that my husband has left me, he hasn’t.

 In January, my husband lost his job.  He hasn’t worked since.  So, for 9 months, we were together 24/7.  We LOVED it.  About a week and a half ago, he got a job.  I am so grateful for the job because our income was next to nothing and we had to go to our families for money every month.  But, now… we are lucky to have 30 minutes in the morning with each other, and maybe an hour at night.  So, this has been a HUGE adjustment for both of us.  So, I think it’s put me into the blahs.  I wish we’d win the lottery (though I think you have to play to be able to win…), or come up with an incredible invention to where we could make millions and both be able to stay home together.  For now, I’m just down.  I miss my husband and I feel like I’ve lost him to “workin for the man”  or as he put it… “I’ve left you for $9 an hour”.  :-(  (and again, I am grateful for the job….just sucks to get used to being without him for 12 hours a day!