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Depressed…

Posted lodyangel on September 20th, 2009 | Filed under General

I am having a bout of self-pity. I deserve it.  Things never go my way, my BF is an ass, and I am really wishing that I could just leave this town and never look back. 

Updates…

You already got the BF update.

THe school board meeting was pushed back until Tuesday so hopefully they will call me then. I really need to work.

On the weight loss front I haven’t been doing anything. I have been struggling with motivation. I found a book on the free shelf at the library. It is “The Makers Diet.” What I have read so far is intriguing. i have read things such as this before, and I may try it. I have not actually read what the diet entails completely yet, but I skipped ahead some and liked the foods that that are involved and think I can like the foods that would be new. So The book is a good read so far so I am going to continue to read it and decide soon what I am going to do. More updates later about this.

Tomorrow I am going to do some sort of light working out.  Then I don’t know. BF is threatening to move out so i may be moving him tomorrow. If he does move we will have nothing. I got rid of most of my things when he moved in. I don’t think we will even have a TV for the living room.  I just know I don’t deserve this…to be treated this way.  And neither do the kids. :(



4 Responses to “Depressed…”

  1. round Says:
    September 21st, 2009 at 2:01 am

    (((((HUGS)))))

    sounds like tough times — hang in there

    I never like to wish the end of a relationship, but I do hope you find peace and love and someone who treats you well (so either the boyfriend gets it togeteher, or….)

    Fingers crossed for Tuesday for you.

  2. round Says:
    September 21st, 2009 at 2:03 am

    meant to add : I’m not sure this is the best time to be worrying about your diet. Some people do really well starting diets when other things in life aren’t going so well (one area they can control & all that) but for a lot of people it’s just one more pressure and their lives are already stressed enough. Unless you feel a weight being lifted by starting a new diet & workout plan right now, I’d hold back a few weeks until you feel stronger.

    hang in there

  3. moonfairy Says:
    September 21st, 2009 at 12:38 pm

    I know you’ve been struggling with BF for quite some time now. Mel…I think it’s time you let him go and let him go for good this time. He doesn’t contribute anything positive to you and you’ve been unhappy for a while. You deserve better!

  4. anngirl Says:
    September 22nd, 2009 at 2:39 am

    Geez Mel - I wish I had a magic wand to waive over your BF. Cure him of his ills, his b.s. and turn him into someone who won’t keep breaking you and your babies hearts.

    But because I don’t have this, all I can do is wish you the very best. To make it through this nonsense, to get a job and to realize how precious you truly are….

    Love ya Mel, hang in there sweets…..
    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxoxo ( keep this goin until it wraps all around you and squeezes you silly :) xx0×0x0×0x0×0x0×0x0×0x0×0x00xx0×0x

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