Chasing away Chubby

Just tired…talking to myself.

Posted lodyangel on April 7th, 2009 | Filed under General

Tired…

I am tired fo cleaning my house.

I am tired of not getting the things done I need to get done.

I am tired of being a procrastinator.

I am tired of always feeling angry at BF, even when it is really not his fault.

I am tired of pushing so hard.

I am tired of being so FAT.

I am just tired. 

I always wake up with the best of intentions and by bedtime I have ruined them all.

I am tired of being a failure.

I am tired fo being a big, fat, failure.

I am tired of my joints hurting.

I am tired of being tired.

I am tired of my gut being so huge, bloated, and gross feeling.

I hate feeling fat and gross.

I want this weight off!

I want it off now!

But how can I win this war when I have no self control??

Damn, I really suck.

So take baby steps Melody…

small steps and before long it will start to come off.

You’ve done it before.

You can do it again.

Now go read chapter one of the Dr. Phil book.

And set your alarm to get up early to work out.  (Just like you did this morning.)

You have already packed your workout bag for Curves tomorrow after school.

You have packed a salad for lunch.

You can do this.

You can so do this.

You are not a quitter.

You are not a quitter.

You are not a quitter.

AND your not meant to be a fat ass.

You were never meant to be ashamed to run into people you went ot High school with because you were HOT then and you are a freaking fat ass now.

You can do this.

You have to do this.

You will do this.

Get your head in the game.

And not to sound like Nike…

but “just do it” for crying out loud!

And stop whining like a baby back bitch already.

You MADE yourself this fat.

Now make yourself un~fat.

It took years to get this big. 

You can be at goal weight in less than a year.

You can do this.

YOU CAN DO THIS.

YOU CAN DO THIS.

So do it already.