Return of the Gutter whore
Warning Foul Language!
Ever since BF told me a few weeks ago that he had still been seeing that stupid gutter slut, things have been hard for us. I told him then he had to break it off with her and he gave me her number to prove he was serious about wanting things to work out with me. He tried to call her but the number wasn’t working because she is a crack whore loser with no job and can not afford to buy minutes for her phone. I’m no fool, I tried it several times and it wasn’t working. Then one day last week I blocked my number and called and she answered. I just hung up on her. I told Bf but he said he had not heard from her. BF doesn’t answer #’s he does not recognize. She had been calling him from another phone number. Well last night BF had a buddy (who lives in another town and car pools with him sometimes) stay over and when the weird number came up, he had him answer the phone. It was her so BF got on the phone and told her not to call him anymore. She must not have liked that very well because she had some relative of hers call BF this afternoon on his voicemail and threatened to kill him. So BF-never one to be intimidated (For good reason)- called her back and told her that none of her inbred family members had better call him again and he hung up on her. She called back and I answered the phone. Of course being the dumb wussy whore that she is she hung up on me. I called her back again and told her not to call him ever again. She called me “Ugly” and hung up. Dumb gutter slut. So now I guess we wait. I don’t think in a million years that this is over. I told BF that this is what you get when you screw around with crazy crack whore white trash bitches. He is getting what he deserves in a way, but its a shame I have to deal with this crap too. I already had to beat the crap out of her once back in August, do I really have to put up with her anymore? Now I am feeling…convoluted? unhappy? a tad depressed? Yes. You would think that I would be happy that he told her where to get off, but I am not. I know that its not over. I have that feeling. She’s going to start more trouble, I can feel it. She’s that type of crazy whore. Plus who is to say if he REALLY is done with her. He says he is, but that is what he said back in August when I caught him with her the first time. He lied then, he may be lieing now. How can I EVER trust him again after this?
It took us awhile to calm down after that. He was madder then hell at the freak who threatened to kill him and I was mad at the dumb whore and a little at him, because its his fault we have to deal with ppl like that who are sooo far beneath me. Finally we relaxed enough to watch Big bang theory and How i met your mother. Then I left and took the kids to Sis2’s house for a sleepover. Now I am alone in my rectangular metal box.
On the diet front…Food was okay. I did not get my run in but I am going to do 35 minutes of the flat Belly Workout express belly blast. Then clean up some and hit the sack. The kids are all up at my sisters and I think that DS17 is the only one who will be returning home later tonight. So i am free for a little while. My belly is upset a little. I wish it would calm down so I would feel like doing something. Well its 10 o’clock. Off to get my workout in and then try to relax after such a crappy night.
BF and I have been so happy the last few weeks. I mean we have fought over what he’s done, but we are also treating each other better then we have in years. I know this is still the honeymoon make up phase, but please pray that the crazy whore bitch will stay out of our lives and that BF can keep his promises. Because this will definitely be our last hurrah if things don’t work out the way I want them too…
Posted on December 29th, 2008 by lodyangel
Filed under: General
Sorry to hear about this mess Mel. You’re right about not being sure about anything anymore. It’s rough.
Be gentle on yourself hon - whatever you do - no mixing it up physically with anyone ok? Call the police. Restraining order etc - whatever you do use resources. Keep your hands clean and encourage BF to do the same. The last thing you need is for things to veer out of control and violence to ensue. There’s just too much to lose. Change phone numbers perhaps? I think it would help a lot.
I’ll say nothing more on this Mel.
I just want you to be safe and healthy. You are so close to getting what you worked so hard for and honestly the thought that ANYONE could get in the way of it just makes me absolutely crazy.
So this isn’t gonna happen.
You’re gonna focus on our healthy lifestyle and walking that stage.
Take Care of yourself. darlin!
love ya
xoxooxoxooxxoxoxooxoxoxox
I think it’s important that you don’t get into anything physical with anybody. You have kids to think about. One wrong punch or fall, and you or somebody else could be dead, and then you could go to jail or.. well… be dead
Sucks don’t it? I hope everything works out for you.
And sorry, I know we don’t know each other so it’s not much my business or anything….
I was going to ask if this was the same girl that you smacked around before but my question was answered further on in your post. My goodness. I thought all that had been dealt with. I can’t blame you for feeling upset about the whole thing.
Try to focus on your health. I know you’re trying a new diet so let’s focus on that. BF is going to continue to do what he does (hopefully it’s the right thing). In the meantime, it’s you and your kids until you feel better about everything.