Chasing away Chubby

Warning: Lots of cursing in this one.

Posted lodyangel on November 28th, 2007 | Filed under General

Not doing so hot on the 5 pounds, but am getting back on the exercise wagon and am planning to get control of the eating.  I hate this time of year…at least for weight loss.  It’s like the entire cosmos are conspiring to make you gain weight.  UGH!  I have already ate WAAAYYYY too much right now, so I am planning on a salad for dinner…a light salad at that, to curtail the damage.  The scale this morning showed a 2 pound gain.  F*cking bad eating…f*cking pumpkin pie and marshmallow cream, and whatever else I have been over doing.  For some reason I can not get back on my diet….2 meals a day, the first lunch at 500 calories and then whatever I want for dinner.  If I could I would start to lose again.  I have just been f*cking weak.  It’s not that I can’t do it, it’s that I won’t do it.  I give in and eat something for breakfast…and even if that something is good for me, it still sets the day up to overeat.  So time to stop that.  Time to get my ass back on the ball.  Time to just do it.  Time to stop being a f*cking pussy!

I haven’t ran, I mean really ran in almost a week.  I have been working out, but the running is what changed my body so drastically, so i really need to make it a priority.  Today wold be a phenomenal day to run, but I won’t be able to as DD has dance all freaking night. So I will try to do it tomorrow before I chain myself to my computer to complete my portfolio which if I haven’t mentioned it is due Friday.  This portfolio is what gets me into the college of education.  All I have done is put my name and the title in.  Yeah, I have alot of work to do.  See why I am so stressed and am freaking out?

Well off to do some work.