Chasing away Chubby

Deflated

Posted lodyangel on November 5th, 2007 | Filed under General

I feel just deflated.

I had plans.  I had planned to leave work, pick up DS9, take him to the park to the soccer game.  He was suppose to have an hour in between the time he had to be there and the start of the game, and I had planned to run during that hour.  But it started to storm and the game got called off so no running.  :(  Then Me and the boyfriend got into a fight and now I just feel …deflated. 

I can’t get myself to get up and move.  I should workout, but I just can’t do it.  I am depressed.  I know that is the problem.  My kids are all gone.  The youngest 3 stayed all night with their Nana.  The oldest is at my Sister’s house watching movies. SO I am here all alone.  And I am lonely.  I hate being away from my babies!

Now I have a taste of how the boyfriend feels all by himself every night.  However, he did bring that on himself.

So I am deflated and lethargic, and just BLAH!

Tomorrow there is no school, but I am going to work to work on files.  I wish I didn’t have to go, but it needs to be done. I have so much here at home that needs to be done.  But we get monitored next week and my files are a wreck.  *sigh… I’m going to bed!