Chasing away Chubby
…my scandelous pursuit of 155!
Chocolate is the DEVIL!
Posted lodyangel on October 23rd, 2007 | Filed under exercise
I have been complaining about the drought for months now. Last night it started raining. There is water everywhere! We have gotten 6.6 inches in 24 hours. A small stream flood statement has been issued. Such a sharp contrast from the conditions 2 days ago! It will help the drought, but it won’t “cure” it. We will still be behind on rainfall after it has moved on.
It’s THAT time of the month. So I blew my diet today. I say it so matter-of-factly, but it makes me disgusted. I had to pick up some stuff at the grocery store for Mom. I knew it was a recipe for disaster from the start. I was craving chocolate sooo bad. A common side effect of the wicked TOM. I Went to Wal-Mart and bought Ghiradelli dark chocolate with raspberry filling. It ate about 660 calories worth. It was orgasmically good. I consoled myself with the fact that it has been scientifically proven that women NEED chocolate while they are menstral. Still I should have been stronger! I should have walked outta the chocolate aisle. I should have just said no damn it! But I was weak, and the chocolate was calling my name. Who am I to ignore it’s pleas to be eaten, consumed, savored. I savored it., worshipped it, it was better than sex!
So hopefully I will not need again for a long time.
But damn if this doesn’t stop I am never gonna reach one~derland! TOM week ruins me everytime!
No workout today. I didn’t even get home until 7:00. I will get it done tomorrow!
It’s time to pick myself up outta this shit hole and get back to being fabulous!

October 25th, 2007 at 12:21 pm
Would you want to live in a world where you had to beat yourself up for every bite of chocolate? You are doing great, and a little vacation into chocolate raspberry land should just be that - a vacation! I say feed the TOM monster before it eats you - dritta
October 28th, 2007 at 1:10 am
Thank GOD you got rain!!!! Feels awesome doesnt it?
Sorry about the chocolate, but dont let it get you down. Tomorrow is a new day. Jump back on the wagon. TOM kills me every time too.
October 29th, 2007 at 3:09 am
damn honey -
CAN I GET SOME????????????
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October 29th, 2007 at 1:51 pm
Miss you! hope you’re doing ok!