Chasing away Chubby

September wrap-up

Posted lodyangel on October 1st, 2007 | Filed under General

I did NOT make my September exercise goal. However, I did manage to drop some weight. Starting weight for Sept. 1 was 212, weight on Sunday, Sept. 30th was 203. I lost 6 pounds from Friday morning until Sunday morning!!!!! All month I was trying to lose and the numbers just kept creeping down, sometimes not moving and then this weekend…BAM! They just fall off. Too weird! My average weight last week was 208, my average weight so far this week is 203. That’s a HUGE difference really quickly. But I am not complaining! I will take it.

I’m still broke up with BF.  So far so good. He has been really sweet which makes it tremendously hard. I sorta feel sorry for him, but he brought it all on himself. I have gotten to say some things to him I never thought I would say to him. At the same time most of what I have said to him has been said to him countless times before. I don’t think he will ever learn. His Momma really screwed up with him. He never learned how to take responsibility for his actions. He’s always like “I know I shouldn’t have done this, but…” There is always the but- It’s never his fault!  He’s talking, saying he’ll change, quick drinking, never do it again,…Blah, blah, blah. I’m taking my time about deciding my next move. I want to be single sooo bad. I want to have a different kind of life, but I can’t imagine my life without him in it…so the decision is hard. Plus there are the kids to think about. *sigh* Life is always so difficult.  

It’s break-up city around here. Almost all my friends are having trouble in their marriages. I swear it is something in the water.

So here is my goal for October. Yes I lowered it some, but I want to be able to make it this time and not feel so stressed. There is alot of college homework still to be done! If I make it early I will raise it back up to September’s goal and work at making that! 

October Goal: 900 exercise minutes/ 0  done

Well tomorrow is get up early and run day!
I am gonna try to drink more water and hit the sack. I also need to eat something. No supper yet! I am thinking veggie fajitas. I am taking today as one of my days off from exercise. 

Yesterday was run day.  I ran 3 miles.  The goal was to run them non-stop, but I couldn’t do it.  I ran all 3 miles, but I had to stop several times to stretch out my legs.  My ankles were cramping up, and my knee hurt, and my head was just not in it.  (I don’t know why, what with all this non-sense going on!)  I ran in the evening too, and I never seem to do as well in the evening.

I love Fall! I LOVE Halloween! I am gonna try to decorate for Halloween more tomorrow night. I had started 3 weeks ago, but stopped because my neighbor’s daughters died in that accident. I felt some of my  decorations weren’t appropriate after the horrific way those girls died. So I stopped putting them up. Now that all that is over, I will finish. My neighbor lives at the end of the road where he rarely rides by my house anyway, plus he isn’t staying home much anymore. He has nothing to come home too.    L     So sad!

Well off to the bath and bed!     :)