Chasing away Chubby

…and all hell breaks loose!

Posted lodyangel on September 29th, 2007 | Filed under General

As my title says all hell broke loose last night.  I am chatting nicely with some guy friends on myspace IM when I get a phone call from Sis#4.  She said my BF had been spotted by 2 of her best friends in the square with a girl driving his car.  So I hop in the car and go and sure enough there he is and there she is driving his car!  It’s a girl I know who used to live right beside him.  She’s engaged.  She just had a baby with her Fiance a few months back.  And her kid was on my t-ball team!!!  Of course they both deny doing anything, but when I dump him and go to leave, there is no chasing me down, no calls begging for forgiveness, no remorse.  All he says is “I’m not doing anything Melody.” I don’t hear from him until 10:30 this morning and I didn’t answer.  He called a few more times, and  I finally called him back about 1:00 and we got into it some then he had to get off his phone was running down…blah,blah, blah.  He said they weren’t doing anything, but my thought is “if she’s nothing to you, why did you stay with her?”  Exactly… he’s doing her (he denies it)…so I am not doing him anymore.   This has been going on too long.  I can’t take another minute of it.  So regardless of what happens, I am  staying away…far, far, away.  I need a break from all the drama.   

So I’m single.  How pathetic.  I was excited last night, but not so much today.  The grim reality of no sex and no companionship has settled in.  Damn!  I like sex.  I will so miss it.  On the other hand I may get to have a first kiss again someday.  First kisses are great.  I miss first kisses.  Plus I will have free time and will get to do whatever I want.  Kinda like he has been doing the past 12 years.  LOL!  (No it’s really not funny, but I feel like laughing anyway!)

Breaking up is good for my diet!  I lost 5 pounds from yesterday until today! Weight is 204!!!  I also haven’t ate anything since about 6 o’clock yesterday.   I have no appetite.   I am not even that upset.  Breaking up just has that effect on me! 

 I didn’t cry last night, but I did some today.  Just catching up.  He’s jerk, he treats me bad, he cheats on me, he’s an alcoholic, there is really no reason to continue this relationship.  By all standards it has been dead for a long time.  Time to let it go!