Chasing away Chubby

It’s been a LONG week…

Posted lodyangel on September 13th, 2007 | Filed under General

This week had been rough.  We had the work drama to deal with at the beginning of the week, and then homework…Ugh!  Got a migraine last night while writing my paper.  The bad thing was I had to keep writing through the pain.  It wasn’t good.  I just hope it made sense!

I haven’t worked out in 3 days.  There has just been so much going on I kept pushing it back…and back… and back…and then last night the migraine.  I couldn’t run this morning because i still had a bad headache.  I left work at 1:30 and came home and slept from about 3-6.  My head still feels like my brain is loose in there (sorta hurts when i move it…) , but the actual headache is gone.  So I ran tonight.  30 MINUTES!!!!   YAY!!!!   I ran the last half with Sis3.  We really pushed it the last half.  It was so good, because about 2 months back before C25K…I couldn’t keep up with her!  I hung right with her today!   Gosh I have come a LONG way!

Food has been awful.  I guess since my focus was off I made alot of BAADD  choices.  While waiting for DD to get out of dance class, I had Arby’s last night (beef n cheddar, onion petals) and couldn’t handle the grease. My stomach started churning, and I had to go to a gas station.  I got sick and threw it all up.  Now I am not bulemic or anything, but I was actually RELIEVED after I got sick.   I thought “thank God all that didn’t turn into calories.”   There really is nothing that anyone should eat at Arby’s.  Even the market fresh sandwiches have over 800 calories!!!  That was a super stupid move on my part!

Well on top of everything else BF is back to his thing.  Drinking almost everyday.  Whatta loser!  He was sober for 7 months.  I have gotten control of my food addiction for almost 3 months now.  i can not even think about going back to that madness.  I know i will have slip ups, but if I could eat cold turkey i would…so slip ups are to expected.  With him…he just quit.  It’s not a slip up…he’s just given up!  I am so sick of this conversation about him.  It’s his problem…I am gonna let him handle it!!!