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I just need a little more time…

Posted lodyangel on September 6th, 2007 | Filed under General

I sit here.  I have so much to do I have no business being here even blogging.  I am still 2 weeks behind on my homework from the book mess, I have “big wigs” coming into work next week to go over… well…everything in my classroom, from my room arrangement, to how I have set up to my files.  These two things actually need all my attention.  I really do not have time for me.  This pisses me off because I did not start this weight loss/ get healthy bid just to throw it out the window the first time, that time got tight.  It pisses me off because I deserve to have time for me, to work out, to think, to take a blasted shower!!!  This is long term baby, and I ain’t gonna quit just because my screwed up sense of duty is telling me I don’t have time for me.  Screw that!  I’m no longer a quitter!

 Damn the book store…it is all their fault.  If they had my damn books when I went to get them, this would not be happening!!!   Grrr!!!!  I will not buy another thing from them…

So took a 15 minute “hike” through my woods in our field.  Other than that, I guess today was my day off.  That means tomorrow I am up at 5:30 to run. *Yawn.  Food was okay.  Not the best.  Will do better tomorrow.  Off to the shower and bed. 



3 Responses to “I just need a little more time…”

  1. soclose Says:
    September 6th, 2007 at 10:15 pm

    I know the feeling, there’s always stuff I SHOULD be doing rather than be here on the computer. I’d bet money it’s the same for a lot of us…

  2. anngirl Says:
    September 7th, 2007 at 3:29 am

    Damn boo - you are pretty damn busy. But the thing is - if you don’t blog somewhat regularly, then your neurotic pal (my crazy ass) will become increasingly nervous after repeatedly clicking on your site and not finding a new posting. This will inevitably lead to a complete mental breakdown which has her filling a shopping cart full of JUNK FOOD SHIT at the local Safeway and then sitting in the middle of her messy ass apartment eating twinkies, sara lee poundcake with three cans of whip cream, frozen pizza, ho ho’s, pudding, Pepsi 2 liter bottles, chips, dip, etc etc etc while laughing hysterically and crying… Now that ain’t CUTE honey!
    Fuck that goddamn bookstore. Hurrah to you for your hike sweets! Now get some rest, it’s time for you to bust your ass for those big wigs (cuz I need your electricity on so you can type at the goddamn computer) and guess what - your ass will be crackin the books this weekend to catch up on that homework!

    Love ya sweets - xoxooxoxoxxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo
    You know if I win the lotto - your ass is definitely cut in!

  3. leedarenee Says:
    September 7th, 2007 at 9:12 am

    Girl, blog, blog, blog. Writing on here is close to having your own journal and having a journal or diary is good for your mental health! At least I think so. I love your determination and I know you’re going to stick with it! You may not have done your usual workout, but at least you did SOMETHING and that is what counts. The old you probably wouldn’t have even done that! That is the difference between how you have changed your life from how it used to be! Sending you big hugs!

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