and I’ve already given into temptation today. So I said in my earlier blog that the hardest thing at work is resisting my favorite fatty drink and my wonderful cheesy chonga bagel with cream cheese. Well…. I resisted the drink… lol yeah. So I walk into work this morning, and my boss tells me that we got 5 packages of Chonga bagels instead of just 2, like we were supposed to get. So, he said that we could help ourselves to one of the packages. ugh. Dangit! I couldn’t help it, I tell you! It sucked. To be perfectly honest…. I had 2. UUUGGGGHHH!!!

I’ve just gotta learn more self control.

Well I just finished the bikini top that I was working on for our work party. It looks fantastic! And I even went to Target and bought a really awesome bikini for 20 bucks! So I’m gonna wear my bikini, then wear my knitted top, then my tank top on top of that and my jeans. I think I look mmmmmmmmmmmgood. YAY FOR FEELING GOOD ABOUT MYSELF! So it wasn’t an overall failure of a day. At least I was able to look into a full length mirror and actually like what I was seeing. That’s a HUGE step for me. I’m so proud of myself! It motivates me even more!