giving it a little bit of

So yesterday, even though I was hungover, I managed to refuse a cornish pasty my sister had bought me. I was so so proud of myself because all I wanted was some comfort food.

I’d been out drinking the night before and still managed not to go over my calories (no wonder I had such a headache the next day, I was about 70% cheap wine), and then YESTERDAY I only made it to 900cal, which is not neccessarily good, but not nearly as bad as a 4000cal binge which is what the previous me used to indulge in.

So today, after having a healthy, light breakfast I thought - I can spare 550cal today - I’ve been healthy all week - I’m going for a walk anyway. So I cooked it and ate it, then ate a piece of bread slathered with butter and then another one! It ended up being a 900cal lunch! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF MEGAN?

Despite this mini-disaster, I was down to 85 yesterday and today, and I AM going for a walk (a little bit longer and faster than previously planned). I am less than a pound away from just being overweight. YESSSSSSS. I have been a bit concerned that I am losing weight too fast - I haven’t even been excersising at all. But I feel good, so I don’t know…

As for my ‘hitting 85′ goals - I am excersising today, and am finishing off my last pack of cigarettes.

I still don’t know if I have got that new job. I hope wish hope wish I do.

bleaurgh.