Things are working out

Posted by lemondropz998 on April 15th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 3 Comments

I apreciate all the wonderful advice i have gotten from my friends here and at home. I had a long talk with hubby. Well mainly it was me talking. I have realized that hubby sucks at communicating. I say i want a baby soon and he goes ok cuz he wants to make me happy meanwhile he is thinking im not ready its not going to work now. I have realized that i need to ask questions when i want something to make sure it is something we both want in order for me to understand him and for us to communicate effectively. So the baby plans are on hold for about a year or so. Which i cant say i mind so much because it will give me a chance to finish school.

Another thing that i realized is that i dont have a life outside of hubby. And that is something i am working on. When hubby and i moved in together i stopped painting. Well i bought an easel and its all set up and ready for my creativity. I am also going on a vacation to the beach with my best friend and her 2 daughters for 2 days sometime this month.

And the comments about more “fun” time with hubby to get closer together is an awesome idea. I have an extremely low sex drive and i know he feels neglected in that area. I am making an effort to make sure that the neglect stops. You are right its 20 minutes out of my day and if it makes us closer and saves our marriage it is worth it 1,000 times over.

Ill admit it this morning i was 15 minutes late for work cuz i gave hubby some surprise fun time.

We have a long road ahead of us with everything against us but we can make it if we try.

My heart is breaking

Posted by lemondropz998 on April 13th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 12 Comments

I am almost 99% positive hubby wants a divorce. We have only been married 7 months. How can this be happening. He means everything to me but he feels that we cant work it out. I guess I never really told him how much he means to me. I just dont know what to do. Hes currently at work and i made myself attractive for him. I dont want to try to hard but i dont want to lose him either. WHAT DO I DO????

stuff

Posted by lemondropz998 on April 8th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Welp,

Today I am back on track so far. Ive been really motivated lately. I have made first degree in my coven. School is going ok. Hubby and I are talking about moving in the summer. We are now trying to save up enough money to get hubby a junk car and moving as well as first and last months rent. We shall see what happens. Lots of changes. RIght now im home for lunch and have to put away my laundry and get the car down to the mechanics. After it just having 1,600 worth of repairs the fuses blew and now i dont have lights on my gear shift or my dash board.

Ok thats it for now. Have a great day everyone!

PS

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 19th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 5 Comments

still not like that i cant see when people update.

@ Work again

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 19th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

well foods not going to well. I really like going to the y but havent been back yet after the first time. Im planning on going tonight for a bit.

Saw the movie Yes Man yesterday. I liked it. Typical Jim Carey movie though.

It ended up that the teacher never got in trouble. Class was cancled because he wanted to give us some study time. UMM ok what about going over and reviewing for the test? HUH???

OK got to go before boss man throws a kiniption. Have a great day ladys!

quick hello from work

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 18th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 1 Comment

Didnt get to the gym this morning. I slept in late. Food has been good so far. Gym will be happening tonight 545-645 (im doing zumba) jumping into the pool for a quick lap, steam room for 10 minutes, then showers and off to my coven meeting.

PS Work is driving me nuts. Def need a new job asap!

Food not so good

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 17th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Well today food was bad. 100 cal snack for bfast, hubbys dad made food when we visited, and then 2 plates of food and dessert at an all you can eat resteraunt.

BUT…..

I did go to the Y and went swimming. I also went into the steam room for 10 minutes. Hubby and i are going to go swimming again tomorrow morning. Food will be on track tomorrow.

For my math final i got a 22% yea its not good at all. I have to be on chapter 7 in 2 weeks and im only on chapter 3 right now. I need to work my butt off.

I also discovered the glory that is Burlington Coat factory. I bought the most adorble wallet. I now have a wallet and purse addiction along with my camara and baby addictions.

Ok so my teacher told one of my class mates “when are you going to kill yourself” and this week class was canceled. The last class before the midterm. The midterm review class. I have no clue whats going on. Are we having the midterm. Is the teacher coming back. I just checked my school email and there was no news. This is just frustrating!

Birthday week

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 15th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 7 Comments

My birthday so far..

3/10 Tuesday Lunch with mom (i got a $25 visa gift card), dinner with dad (i got my wonderful camara which i love love love love!)

3/11 Wednesday hubby bought me lunch from my favorite resteraunt

3/12 thursday birthday dinner with my coven

3/13 friday dinner at the german resteraunt (amazing food!) then off to see race to witch mountain

3/14 SaturdayHubby gave me a surprise bday party then we went out drinking (hubby bought me roses)

3/15  Sunday birthday at my uncle and aunts house ( i got nail polish… so pretty)

Everything was amazing. Unfortunately almost all of it involved food. Im pretty sure i gained at least like 15 pounds, My pants are feeling tight and i can see my face getting fatter…. Its time to face the scale… ready? (im not!!) ugh ok here we go! I gained 13.4 lbs in 16 days. UGH Its really time to buckle down. Tomorrow is a new day. I am joining the YMCA and will be doing some working out.

pain in the back!

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 13th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 5 Comments

Turns out the test i thought was thursday is NEXT thursday. Im greatful for the time to study but pissed because i didnt look at my calendar or i would have known and not freaked. One of hubbys jobs didnt pay him in time and now they are waiting till the end of the month to pay him…… yea im sorry that doesnt work for me! I have bills that are due BY the end of the month. Now i have to figure out which we can afford to get late fees on. Thanks alot jerks! UGH!

Ok so anyway everyone at work appearntly things im pregnant! And i was trying on bathing suits and it really does look like im pregnant! All the weight i gained back is going directly to my lower tummy. UGH!!!! This is not good! Oh and my face looks fatter too. I am really not happy with this! I need to stay on track today.  Soup for breakfast (cuz thats the only thing to eat in the house right now) lunch im running out and gettting lettuce, and dinner is probably going to be ruined because of hubbys surprise tonight. Sigh…. why is this never easy?

Welp…

Posted by lemondropz998 on March 12th, 2009 |Filed Under Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Fat girl has struck again. One of my coworkers confided in my dad that he thought i was pregnant…. JOY Ok gaining 10pounds after i had lost 40 since hes known me doenst mean im preggers.

I just bought myself a bathingsuit to go to the YMCA in and i dont like the way i look. My thunder thighs have thighs! I really need to get back on track.

I came home from work yesterday and found a not from hubby saying he had gotten me lunch and it was in the fridge (so sweet) so im standing there taking out my lunch from my favorite lunch place and hubby comes up and hugs me (he was suppose to be at school) So sweet of him.

I have a midterm today that i am totally not ready for. My friend is cheating his way through it…. I think i might too :0/ I need to pass this class! My other class (the math) is getting harder and harder. Ive been so busy studying for that one that im really behind in the other one.

Kinda mad at hubby right now. He took the car and he was suppose to be home at 430. Yea i need to get to class and hes not here yet! AND hes not answering the phone.


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