Welp….

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Hubby didnt get the job. Hes been applying to about 6 jobs a day and so far no call back. This means we might not be able to move. I really want to move. Its a complete fresh start with me with college and living on my own. Theres no money for anything. I havent been able to even think of dieting. I have however started loving myself the way i am. Im reading this book called body sacred. Its about loving yourself and not worrying about societys view of big girls. Theres also the flip side where if your not happy being a big girl (if you your self is truely unhappy and not because of other people or influences) then you change yourself the right way by eating foods that you enjoy… like if you love strawberrys eat them! enjoy them! savor them!

I gotta get back on track

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Welp, I’m back from vacation and it was really fun. I havent written on here in a while because i feel that i cant check in on everyone like i used to. Its more lonely just blogging. I dont like it at all. I still havent gotten my past journals emailed to me yet. Sigh….

This week has been really stressful. We have a total of $2 in the bank. I almost thought that we wouldnt make the bills this month. We cashed in our savings bonds. It was really close. Hubby has a job interview on Wednesday. I really really hope he gets it. Everyone please send positive thoughts our way.

I’m starting to get my body baby ready. I realized i really deperatly need to lose 55 pounds before i get preggers. I’ve started taking folic Acid (because i read you were suppose to) I know I need to eat less and move more. I just can’t seem to get motivated enough to do it.

Work now has me down to 17 hours a week. I applied to a night job back at stop and shop (the first job i ever had) which means hubby and i are averaging $1060 a month before taxes. Rent is $650 Credit Card debt is about 400 a month (min payments) that leaves 10 for grocerys and everything else.

My best friend is also in major bill trouble. She doesnt have electricity so yesterday i had her come over and let her and her children take showers and do laundry. (our electricity is included in our rent) The economy is really hurting everyone. It sucks soooo bad

Ok well today im doing some laundry and trying to pick up my room.

I am also going to work on my next painting. Im thinking about becoming a kindergarden art teacher. It def sounds like something i could do. :0) Although with the money problems the move is in jepordy and so is my going back to college for my ECE associates. (early childhood education)

ON VACA

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Hey everyone,

I’m around. I haven’t left completely. Still dont like blogging here.

I’m currently on vaca in Newport R.I. I’ll prolly update more tomorrow when I get back.

Hope everyone is doing well!!!!