Lemondropz

First off Congrats TK117 on the new baby boy!!

Welp, today i slept in. Hubby got home later then he was suppose to (i was pissed because they made him stay for inventory when it wasnt even his job! and he only gets paid 6.50/hour to do it and its not worth it)  Then we went to Dennys for brunch. I ate way too much. After we went to wally and i got the book that ive been dying for and it wasnt suppose to be out till my birthday on the 10th. Of course i bought it and am currently reading it. Its part of the House of Night series (i think its the final book) Im really excited. Tomorrow i plan on going to the math clinic to get help with my Algebra class. Tomorrow is also hubby and my 6 month anniversary of being married! Wow time flies.

Today was exhausting. Went to work and boss made me so mad. He asked me to print off the emails we sent for the show. So i asked he wanted me to print all the emails off from everyone. And he yells NO I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT WE SENT THEM…… umm well excuse me you could have just said i need to know what the emailed coupon looked like!! Then i went to my first swim meet for work. You know the one and only one i will ever do unless they give me a raise?  It was pretty boring i set up sat around for 3 and a half hours and then tore down. And if i hear a teenage girls high pitched vioce saying “Oh. my. god!! these are so cuuuutteee!” one more time im going to scream. Now im home making a pizza and wondering where hubby is. He was suppose to be home an hour ago? hmmm oh… he just called he is still stuck at work grr hes on his way home now though.

Blogging i am used to. This set up is kinda weird though. Anyway yesterday i took a good look at my spirituality and realized i have been sorely neglecting what i used to love. i miss my coven meetings and i realized i have not traveled my path in the way i wanted. I need to revamp myself and give more. I need to pray to the god and goddess everyday, i need to give thanks for all that they have given me, i need to follow the Wiccan rede to the best of my ability which states “An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will”
and the 13 rules of Wicca which are

1. Know yourself
2. Know your craft (Wicca)
3. Learn
4. Apply knowledge with wisdom
5. Achieve balance
6. Keep your words in good order
7. Keep your thoughts in good order
8. Celebrate life
9. Attune with the cycles of the Earth
10. Breathe and eat correctly
11. Exercise the body
12. Meditate
13. Honor the Goddess and God

i need to dust off my alter and light my candles. I need to get back to me spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally. It all ties together. Im currently cleaning the house to get some simbulance of neat, im going to take care of my eyebrows cuz they have been in sore need of some plucking, and im going to start doing research on some volenteer work i can do in my town.

Well last night i decided to make pizza and get drunk at around 545. So i drank a whole bottle of wine and 7 beers. Hubby and i talked out our issues while i was drunk and it was more of the problem that he was upset with himself rather then me. My cell phone is still broken and they wont fix it. I called out sick from work today because i dont feel good now. I am going to go to the math clinic and get some studying done.

Ok so since they are deleteing the journals im going to try this out. We will see how long i stick with it because im not sure i like this type of blogging. I hope everyone can find me. Anyway…

Today is just getting worse and worse. Work stinks they have me working a swim meet on saturday and i was just informed today. Ive never worked a meet before and i told them that since they were in a tight spot ill do it on saturday but not again unless i get a pay raise because i wasnt hired for this. I am also looking for a new job right now. Just because i cant take the bs at work. Hubby text messaged me that he didnt want to talk to me for the rest of the day. I really wanted to say fine f you you a hole but i was nice and didnt say a thing. He can just take his silent treatment and shove it! On top of all this my journaling is now diffrent and its been 9 years today since my grandfather died. Like i said im having a no good very bad day. I left work for 2 hours so i can put myself together because i almost started crying.  Oh and the dogs are still not listening. Im just so frustrated and upset and yea… like i said not a good day!