Okay so DH and I were woken early (6am) by the phone ringing (a wrong number of course) but we found a way to spend the extra time. Anyway I really wanted pancakes. REALLY wanted pancakes. So DH went to the store and brought me home a few things… And all for under 250 calories […]


oh snap! 176.6 this morning!!! So I was supposed to be off work today. They called me on wednesday night asking if I wanted to come in and work on either thursday or friday. I didn’t answer the phone, I didn’t call back. I was like, screw that! I want the time with my son. […]

speed trials

oh thank god. 178.0 this morning. I’ve been a bad blogger lately. and I mean, a really bad blogger. I wouldn’t be surprised if some of you had thought I’d completely dropped off the map.  The truth is, I’ve kind of been too ashamed of myself to own up to the fact that I gained […]

I really truly gained 4 lbs this week.

I’ve eaten so much birthday cake in the last 24 hours i don’t even want to talk about it.

I keep on talking trash, but I never say anything

I’m such a bad blogger lately, what is with me? Good news, however. I’ve reached the 170s and I hope to sail right through. So I’m up to my eyeballs in stuff for James’ party. I don’t even. Wow. I have so much done and so much more to do. I’m really tired. today: weigh […]

pictures of success

So this morning, back down to 180.6 lbs 😀 Hopefully will see the 170s soon. a few things… 1) this flickr 365 set I’m doing is helping me become more familiar with both my camera and my new body. Both are a plus 2) Last night James thought it would be funny to get Daddy […]


had a bad week.

The earth is not a cold, dead place

Let it be known, that despite all of my misgivings and shortcomings, throughout my bouts of insanity (both temporary or otherwise), regardless of all other variables on the planet, I know deep in my heart that I have the strongest cornerstone I could ever want. I’m speaking of course, of the Lord. If you’re not […]

ice age, heat wave, can’t complain

Nothing fancy today. Just me. A perfect stranger came up to me today while I was working and interrupted me just to tell me his opinion. Verbatim: “I’m sorry I don’t mean to interrupt you while you are working, but I was over by the water fountain when I looked up and saw you, and […]