Shedding the baby weight…again!

so, first things first. The Biggest Loser. I won’t spoil it, but let me say this.

I AM VERY FUCKING HAPPY.

So i log into flickr this evening. I notice some random guy I don’t know has “faved” some of my photos. The ones where I’m wearing my workout duds (tshirt and short sweat pants). Immediatly some alarms go off in my head. I check his profile…No photos in his account. No contacts. No info. Nothing. But dozens of faved pictures. Of girls. Girls in lingerie, girls in bikinis, girls bound up with duct tape. No thanks. I immediately block the guy.

But is it wrong that I’m, in the smallest amount, a little flattered?

I’m having trouble dealing with my newly awarded MILF status, it seems. That word in reference to me has been popping up an awful lot and I have mixed feelings about it.

I got my feelings hurt yesterday. So as you all know, I was wearing pants to work that were size 20s until 2 weeks ago when I finally replaced them with slightly loose fitting 14s.  You can imagine how absolutely terrible the 20s looked on me and how terrible they made ME look. So imagine my manager asking me yesterday why I was still wearing my big pants to work. I was wearing my new pants! I was a little upset that she didn’t notice the substantial difference in the way, well, my entire body looks with pants that fit. Granted, they’re a little slouchy already, but they don’t make me look like…well…the other pants did!

TOM is lurking in the shadows.

tomorrow I am baking up a storm. I’m baking cookies for the mailman (and for a select few of my co-workers). We have 3 more people to shop for and two of them are likely getting gift cards.

today:
weigh in: 187.0
lunch: LC Chicken Club Panini
dinner: 4 oz baked chicken, 1/2 cup green beans, 1/2 cup mashed potatoes, 1 whole wheat roll
snack: WW smart ones chocolate chip cookie sundae

I’m not much of a writer lately. Sorry ladies!

Filed under: daily ponderings on December 17th, 2008