on my knees I think clearer
203.0lbs this morning.
I had a dream last night that every time I used the rest room, no matter where I was, I would desperately seek out a scale to see where the numbers were. Either I’m getting obsessed with getting to onederland or… well… that’s probably it, really.
I didn’t really do much of anything today. I’m mulling over possible vacation times and destinations for next year. Realistically its going to end up being over christmas break because who goes to Mexico/the Caribbean in the summer?! Anyway, I’m thinking after all of our weight loss efforts we should reward ourselves in a big way.
It depends on a lot of things though. For one, money. for two, I’ll need to have gotten my green card successfully renewed (which I have no idea how long it will take). For three, my mom will get upset if I manage to go to mexico next winter but not to canada next summer. It’s really difficult to get any kind of schedule for vacations with DH being a teacher. Spring break is out of the question because I don’t think anyone could actually relax with a bunch of insane college kids around. Summer is mostly out because I think going anywhere south of the border is silly between may and september. I’m putting too much thought into this. We should just start banking away some money and leave planning for next year.
today:
weigh in: 203.0lbs
lunch: LC Mac And Cheese and one of those wheat rolls.
dinner: 4 Quesadillas made with LTF whole wheat tortillas, fat free cheese, chicken, and a can of ro*tel. It left something to be desired but it was low on the calorie front so whatever.
snack: cucumber slices
So I should not watch the biggest loser. It makes me feel like a loser because I sit there crying every time one of them goes off for whatever reason. Man, I’m far too sensitive.
cast your votes! Cancun? Puerto Rico? Virgin Islands? Costa Rica? Other? (please specify)
Filed under: daily ponderings on October 21st, 2008
It has to be so frustrating to wait for those last few pounds to melt away. You’re heading in the right direction, keep up the work. Would it work to hide your scale for a week or so and then be able to enjoy the result? Just a thought.
Aww you’re so close hun!! I actually had a dream about a scale the other night too. You’ll get there!!
Oh my gosh, you’re so close! Awesome! I’m vicariously excited for you!
No to Cancun. No to Bahamas. LOVED Puerto Vererta (sp?) LOVED LOVED LOVED Jamaica! (Negril or Montego Bay…probably Negril)
Going to Cabo In Jan!
ps…I dream about the scale constantly…sometimes I literally wake up sleepwalking to the basement bathroom (where the scale is kept!)
Of course you’re going to get a treat by Halloween, you silly girl! You’re going to be going to One-derland!
I like the people in Cancun and Cozumel, Don’t like the people in Bahamas (we’re talking people who deal with tourists…hotel staff, restaurant staff, cab drivers, etc.)
I’ve never been to Puerto Rico but would love to go. What about Hawaii? Rather pricey for the airfare but the accommodations and everything else are pretty reasonable and it’s a fabulous place. We used to go for a month every two years until we finally burned out after ten years or so. Another possibility…a cruise?
Or…you could come to Kentucky and we could all hop in the RV and go shopping!