stuck in our own past

bbq tonight.
had a bad day.
am going to eat cheese.
Okay I can do an actual update now that I’m not being run out the door by Rob.
So this week has been a little stressful. My roof has been leaking, James has decided he no longer wants to sleep through the night so my sleep has been [...]

into the thick-a-let!

I have a james in my lap so this entry is going to be brief.
today:
lunch:lc schezwan shrimp stir fry. will not eat again.
dinner: one 6oz baked chicken breast, 1 cup brown rice, small cob of corn
snack: PS frozen fruit bar
weigh in: 217.4 booooooo

plenty of paper

Today I was at work with Michelle (the manager who was out on vacation) and I shared with her details about what happened while she was gone. I didn’t even have to finish the sentence before she commented on what a hypocrite maria is. It really validated my feelings and it made me feel a [...]

#@$%!!!!

The rain is coming down in sheets, and its scheduled to continue through the weekend. Naturally I’m really concerned about my leaky roof. the subtle drip drop has changed into a noticable drip drip drop as the buckets fill with rain water. Now not only am I concerned about the fact that even though we [...]

it rains a lot this time of year

I got rob to give me a full body massage last night. Holy mother of god it felt good. he got out the body lotion and went to town. My skin is now all soft and pampered. I took a couple of advil to help with my joints hurting (personal note: you’re not getting enough [...]

always one foot on the ground

weigh in this morning: 217.4
I don’t understand how I’m doing this. Rob thinks I’m not eating enough. I don’t know. What do you think chickies?
Work today seemed much less stressful. Yolanda and I were crackin’ jokes just like old times. I knew it would blow over eventually.
The plan was to eat dinner at my MIL’s [...]

play crack the sky

I did NOT want to get out of bed this morning. my eyelids fought good and hard. “No! We want to stick together!” I’m still feeling sore and little out of sorts.  It seems like its a popular idea for the day staff to dislike me for doing something they all do themselves. I’ll just [...]

past the point of no return…

So the scale threw me a bone.  219.6lbs this morning!
So I had just gotten to work and I casually mentioned that I was annoyed that I keep having to pick up the slack of one person in particular (its not uncommon for her to spend 20 minutes talking to somebody at least twice a day) [...]

is it tuesday yet????

Work today was alright. It was pretty uneventful for awhile. I went in early cause I thought Marion would want me to handle the cake orders today but she seems determined to get back in the swing of things. I did do a couple of them for her but for the most part I just [...]

strange days are comin’ in

so here is a pile of crazy…
this morning? 221.2
after all of that fried shit I ate yesterday I still managed to lose a smidge.
This morning we took J for his 6 month checkup and immunizations. Usually he gets a little fussy because he doesn’t really like being poked and prodded. Holy cow. This morning, you [...]