One of my best friends from high school had a baby about a month before I had mine. She was overweight to begin with and added more as time went on. I talk to her maybe once a week and we spend a lot of time either talking about weight loss or babies. Every time I talked to her she was on a different diet it seemed…first WW, then fat smash, then some diet her cousin made up. And in between all that were talks about fried chicken and cakes. Anyway, I talked to her yesterday and asked her about her latest dieting endeavor, and she says that she decided not to do it because then she would have to prepare a meal everyday. So I suggested that she do like I did and cook everything on one day and just freeze it or refrigerate it. She says, Yeah I could do that but then sometimes I don’t want whatever I cooked. Then she told me she had to go because she was at Pizza Hut and the waitress was there with their pizza.

I give up. I’m not talking to her about it anymore. I hate it when people pretend to diet, and then want to talk to me about it. I need people who are earnest  in their intentions and not just deliberatly sabotaging themselves. I guess it makes me so angry because I thought I had someone in real life who was trying to do the same thing I was. My only other close friend is a size 4 and could care less about working out. Oh well…Vent over!

Breakfast today was Raisin bran w/2 percent milk and I’ve had some fruit today for a snack. I haven’t been walking yet today, because I had to do groceries this morning, but I think I will do Y!F when the baby takes his afternoon nap.

I’ve been thinking about getting one of those undergarments that hold you in, kind of like a corset. It would really improve my self confidence I think. Feeling self confident is one of the things that help me stay on track.  These are the ones I’m looking at.